Weird cake and frozen yogurt dream

Hey Guys,

I'm still struggling with the nightmares and stuff but I had a dream last night that seemed to not be evil, just really strange.

In this dream my family and I are waiting for some people to arrive at my grandparent's chicken house (We're in the poultry business) and while we're waiting, we were using this giant frozen yogurt/cake machine. This machine was activated by a lever and you could make your cake/yogurt however big you wanted it and could use different flavors. You had to put ice in a small tub for it to work though. It's hard to explain but that's the best way I can describe it. Anyway, I wanted to make a small square plain vanilla one and I was so excited to make it and knew it would be delicious (funny because I don't even know what it was I was going to eat). I decided to let my brother go first. He makes his and then I let my Dad. My Dad makes a pretty big one and it takes a little while. My older brother was controlling the flavors and my Dad got kind of agitated because he wanted mint and my brother was putting chocolate on it. Afterwards, my uncle went. I was still eager, but he decided to make a gigantic one. It took a really long time and when it was finally my turn the people arrived so we had to start working.

I walked to the tub and realized there wasn't enough ice for me to make one. I thought "maybe if I go get more ice real fast I'll have enough time to eat it and work afterwards." As soon as I thought this my Mom put the guilt trip on me and said "aren't you going to go help?" I knew I needed to so I began to get really angry. I was shouting sarcastically "woooo lets work I'm ready to do this." as I was running to the chicken house, but my family couldn't tell I was sarcastic, only my Mom. She then begins to chase after me and I'm being very rude to her. She says "I know Satan's spirit when I hear it and that is not you!" but I put my finger up and said to hush.

Suddenly there is a bunch of people and I begin to get embarrassed because my Mom was yelling at me in public. Then the dream totally changes.

All of a sudden my younger brother appears next to me and says " dude don't think you're a failure." (After my bad experience I dropped out of school, don't stay in contact with my friends, and have no idea what to do with my life anymore and I pray about it alot.) He then said "I'm the failure." (He has cerebal palsy which limits him). I got upset and said "no dude don't say that, you aren't a failure." He then asks me "What are your fears?" I sighed and said "I have several" and then I woke up.

My dreams are really strange I know. I prayed about the interpretation. Let me know what you guys think.

Thanks a lot Paul, very encouraging and wise words.

Thanks a lot you guys. Yeah I have several fears. I try not to be afraid but it seems I can't help it. I believe in Jesus and his word, yet I still fear. I don't know how to overcome them.

I mostly fear God's judgment since I experienced some during a drug experience. I have this fear of God returning and I'll be with the goats. I know that nothing I do is worthy of being with Jesus and that his grace is sufficient for me, but I still struggle with these things.

I love God so much, but I fear him too.