Weeping/Tears Flow

[Victu]

Good Morning All!
God has been revealing along the way the gifts and talents he has blessed me with. I am a singer/worshipper and currently sings in my church praise team and choir, I am a seer; dreamer, feeler, hearer, taster and an intercessor(warfare; mostly in battles) also with the spirit of discernment. Holy Spirit has been teaching me about these, however I am usually weeping/unexplainable pouring(downpour) of tears when worshiping. I cant contain myself whenever in worship and I do not understand. I could even be at church and there we go.

For years now I have never taken how I weep seriously until I started having to suppressed myself at church although it still flows but I try to keep conscious. I became conscious of my tears when I started discovering more gifting and asked God to reveal all that applies to me. I mean my tears pours like water/fountain and I do not have any sad situations that I may be bother with at the time. I will weep out of love, gratitude, God's presence, etc. And sometimes nothing but tears just pouring flowing and I am in a trench. I am unable to stop and this can go on for hours. Sometimes I am unable to speak, other times I just go to speaking in tongues. I heard in my spirit "the weeping prophet" and that was Jeremiah I believe. I can't describe how I weep without any sadness or anyone/anything in mind. I am just all into God and the water just keep pouring, it doesn't even dry up. I will be worshipping and telling God I don't understand why I am crying meanwhile I am there and crying/weeping. And I am kneeling there not stopping until my soul is at peace. This may be another form of warfare/intercession for someone/something. Wow...checked this morning and it is a whole different study on this. Do you experience this as well?? At church when I am not singing and I am in the congregation, I am always fighting to keep the tears from flowing. I am having a conversation with the Holy spirit by telling him, please Holy spirit don't start, not here please don't let my tears flow. I have to contain myself and this is wrong as I feel I am grieving the spirit.

Can anyone help with this if you have any idea if this could also be a form of gift/anointing from the Holy Spirit? Any materials, books, videos you know of please recommend.

 

[Richard T]

I'll take a stab at your question though unfortunately my answer will be incomplete. I can see where your crying could effect the worship team and maybe even the entire church. I have only cried when I get a word or revelation from God that impresses me greatly during worship. Those are very infrequent though and it has never been a problem. Perhaps ask God to allow you to flow in a different way? I also would suggest concentrating on the scriptures that emphasize joy. Confess that joy and spend some time with God before each service so you will be even more tuned in. I imagine you do this as a worship team but get some time alone too before each service and focus on praying through this, ahead of time so that it is less likely to occur during worship.
For a great lesson in joy in the holy ghost, may I suggest this youtube video?

 

[Victu]

Hi Richard, thanks for responding. I dont think this should distract any worship service since it's a silent tears flow. I'm not wailing and choking. Lol besides we should not quench the Holyspirit instead allow it to work in us according to Gods way. I am no stranger to worship or spending intimate time with God. I have done couple of research on this and happy that I have this form of communication/anointing as well with the Holyspirit. We as the body of Christ needs to keep seeking God and ask the meaning of things that happens to us. He is not restricted and there are many ways in God we have yet to discovered. Again, no body of Christ should be distracted by how the Spirit moves if it's actually the Holyspirit.

Thank you and God Bless!!!

 

[sea5763]

Good Morning All!
God has been revealing along the way the gifts and talents he has blessed me with. I am a singer/worshipper and currently sings in my church praise team and choir, I am a seer; dreamer, feeler, hearer, taster and an intercessor(warfare; mostly in battles) also with the spirit of discernment. Holy Spirit has been teaching me about these, however I am usually weeping/unexplainable pouring(downpour) of tears when worshiping. I cant contain myself whenever in worship and I do not understand. I could even be at church and there we go.

For years now I have never taken how I weep seriously until I started having to suppressed myself at church although it still flows but I try to keep conscious. I became conscious of my tears when I started discovering more gifting and asked God to reveal all that applies to me. I mean my tears pours like water/fountain and I do not have any sad situations that I may be bother with at the time. I will weep out of love, gratitude, God's presence, etc. And sometimes nothing but tears just pouring flowing and I am in a trench. I am unable to stop and this can go on for hours. Sometimes I am unable to speak, other times I just go to speaking in tongues. I heard in my spirit "the weeping prophet" and that was Jeremiah I believe. I can't describe how I weep without any sadness or anyone/anything in mind. I am just all into God and the water just keep pouring, it doesn't even dry up. I will be worshipping and telling God I don't understand why I am crying meanwhile I am there and crying/weeping. And I am kneeling there not stopping until my soul is at peace. This may be another form of warfare/intercession for someone/something. Wow...checked this morning and it is a whole different study on this. Do you experience this as well?? At church when I am not singing and I am in the congregation, I am always fighting to keep the tears from flowing. I am having a conversation with the Holy spirit by telling him, please Holy spirit don't start, not here please don't let my tears flow. I have to contain myself and this is wrong as I feel I am grieving the spirit.

Can anyone help with this if you have any idea if this could also be a form of gift/anointing from the Holy Spirit? Any materials, books, videos you know of please recommend.

I don't really have any answers for you. I just thought I'd let you know that the other day I was thinking about it too, and it sounds like from just briefly checking the internet that there are a lot of people that cry when they think about God even at church. I cry when I think about God too. I think the main thing that makes me cry is when I think about how Jesus had to suffer during His life and on the cross, and it's just sad that God, who is perfect and did nothing wrong, had to suffer like that for us. It then makes me cry because it reminds me that Christians are supposed to be willing to suffer and carry their cross on behalf of Christ, and that also makes me cry because I don't think I have what it takes to do that. I feel like for living in a first world country I have had a share of my problems and when things got bad I wanted to kill myself. I don't think I have what it takes to be a Christian, and it just makes me cry, remembering that. The first reason I think it is fine to cry, but the second one, which is often intermixed with the other, is not such a great reason.

 

[Jenniferdiana]

yeah its probably just a weeping and flow of love outpouring out of ya..but the other stuff you are saying..well ..what?lol

 

[Victu]

I don't really have any answers for you. I just thought I'd let you know that the other day I was thinking about it too, and it sounds like from just briefly checking the internet that there are a lot of people that cry when they think about God even at church. I cry when I think about God too. I think the main thing that makes me cry is when I think about how Jesus had to suffer during His life and on the cross, and it's just sad that God, who is perfect and did nothing wrong, had to suffer like that for us. It then makes me cry because it reminds me that Christians are supposed to be willing to suffer and carry their cross on behalf of Christ, and that also makes me cry because I don't think I have what it takes to do that. I feel like for living in a first world country I have had a share of my problems and when things got bad I wanted to kill myself. I don't think I have what it takes to be a Christian, and it just makes me cry, remembering that. The first reason I think it is fine to cry, but the second one, which is often intermixed with the other, is not such a great reason.

Good Morning, thanks for your insight. Well God is great and the Holyspirit moves however He pleases. I have done couple of research on this and it covers gratitude, love, humility, reverence, etc...the spirit of God interceded for us and when our spirit bears witness with His, we are then transposed into the heavenlies/spirit realm and He works through us. The tears has subsided a little...I believe we are led into different levels and kinds of worships spiritually. Same as when we just pray asking for God's help and when we are transposed into spiritual warfares. Those are two different levels of prayers and atmosphere. But I am grateful to be experiencing these. We just need to pay attention when we are in these different atmospheres to know what it is.

Thank you!