I wnna quit smoking weed... I have been doing it every single day from the time i wake up to the time I sleep. It had taken over my thoughts. I was thinkig about weed more than God. I can't say that weed, in the natural, destroyed me in anyway. I honestly love to smoke weed... The one and only reason why I want to stop, is for God. If it begins to take God's place, it can't be good. I have no faith my ability to quit on my own. I used to try and try and would fall back. Stupid me, once I believe God delivered me from it, for 6 months or so I hadn't smoked... But I tempted myself with thoughts of smoking n trying to remember the relaxing "high" you get from it.
What really woke me up, was when one of my coworkers had said to me that i am a hypocrite of a Christian and hold a Bible in one hand and a blunt in another. That conviction hurt. I believe God loves me and forgives me, but to think that my thoughtless actions might've turned someone away from God really hits home.
From that point on I decided to stop. It's been like 2 or 3 days so far.... I just want someone to talk to who had smoked like I did and share a similar testimony and overcame. I don't have a lot of people around me who know the Lord... So i am turning to u guys.
What really woke me up, was when one of my coworkers had said to me that i am a hypocrite of a Christian and hold a Bible in one hand and a blunt in another. That conviction hurt. I believe God loves me and forgives me, but to think that my thoughtless actions might've turned someone away from God really hits home.
From that point on I decided to stop. It's been like 2 or 3 days so far.... I just want someone to talk to who had smoked like I did and share a similar testimony and overcame. I don't have a lot of people around me who know the Lord... So i am turning to u guys.