wat is more important?

[xr022kbKr02h]

wat is more important? having sucess and the whole school of people hating you, or keeping friends who are not like friends at all and forget all about sucess?

I have a few friends who will get unhappy the momment i my results are better than them...but i WANT to be better than them! I often loose to them in many ways...especially keeping friends...why? cuz they are good-looking! it is perfectly all rite for them to filrt around but before i even say a word to anyone, they call me 'disgusting'...i dun like to be despice...i dun want to be looked down on...thats why i work very hard...but no matter how well my acedemic results are, people still view me by my looks...nobody wants to be near me...thats why i work so hard...but wat do i get...nothing!

i kidda like Hilter...he does not wants others to look down on him, he wants people to fear him, he wants to be famous, he wants to be the king...thats why he aims to conquer the world!!! thats wat i feels like dooing! except that i lack the power...

my friends around me gain sucess because they are good looking...i get nothing at all...nobody think twice about me, hardly anyone noes my name, people noes me by 'the guy who sticks around that handsome dude'...i dun want that! i want others to be under me...RITE UNDER MY FOOT!!!

i dun noe wat i m really talking about...i juz type wat comes to my mind...ibut i really feels a need to say it all out...really! i wants sucess...i m willing to giv up anything for it...including all love...they are worthless compared to sweet sucess! i muz become a great person...i m not under my frienz...i m not!!! I M GOING TO SEVER ALL TIES WIF THEM!!!

 

[joebudda]

This sounds to me as if you are looking for some sort of recognition or approval. There is nothing wrong with this but it does set one up to failure. If one starts living their life for other people you stop living for you.

Here is a little motto I like to live by. Personally it makes for a much more simple and happy life.

Happiness is obtained by what you love, not what loves you.

This can be broken all the way down to that girl you have eyes for that doesn’t seem to notice you. She might not see how you liking her brings you happiness, but it doesn’t really matter because it is your happiness.

 

[arizona_sunshine]

You are young and have many formulative years ahead of you --- I am twenty two still consider myself young and clueless. I say develop your talents, learn, excel and find friends who are excelling in the same interests. Try to pit your competative nature against yourself for now, rather than others. That drive can communicate hostility, even though others should not take it as such. Be careful who you idolize.

The fruits of your labors may just be a long time coming.

 

[prayerposition17]

Sex.