Walking in the darkness.

[harpist41]

I've just come out of situation that was difficult. I moved 1000 miles to take job that would allow me to be closer to family and ended up working for someone who hated God and Christians so much that when he found out I was a Christian, he started making comments and then escalated his behaviour to the point that for my own safety I had to quit my job and move in with family until I could find another.

It was a very hard situation and although I'm in a new job now, I can still feel the self-doubt and depression hanging over me. I'm very thankful that God brought me through the trouble, but I can't seem to shake the pain of what happened. I work odd hours so its hard to find a church and most of the people I work with aren't believers. I don't know very many other people.

God just seems so far away.

 

[droidBebe]

That sounds horrible! <3

I wouldn't be surprised if you were having some post traumatic stress. I'm sorry that those things took place.

Thankfully you were able to find a safe place of refuge with ppl that you can trust even though things have been difficult lately.

It may not seem like it but it looks like YHWH is very close and making provisions for you.

Sending u love!

 

[Criada]

I'm sorry that you went through that
Praying that you will find Christian friends to support you.
God loves you very much, and he won't let you go

 

[RuthD]

I try to ask Jesus every day to give me a positive attitude and help me let go of the harm done to me and pray for those who have hurt me. I still suffer from depression but the praying to Jesus for a good day one day at a time helps me. I'm praying for you.

 

[ZedricV]