- May 5, 2007
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Just a quick note...
I realized how blessed I have been this year. I am approaching 6 months clean, and God has worked miracles in my life. Tonight, I spoke with one of my roommates, and it's such as shock to have someone actually care what my opinion is. God has really taken the darkest moments of my life and transformed them into something positive that can help someone elses life. Before, I had a job which required a lot of excuse making. Part of the reason, I relapsed. Not an excuse, mind you but a explanation. With all of the deception required I couldn't look at myself as a Christian man. It was a quick fall from there. Things aren't great right now. But they are a lot better. I currently have a really inconsequential position working for the Leukemia and Lymphoma society, but it's such a good cause, it makes me feel good about myself. It's like a quote from the Book "Summer of My German Soldier", "there is more nobility in building a chicken coop then destroying a cathedral", i guess. Next month I am going to Holden Village, HoldenVillage.com, to wash dishes for Jesus. It's beautiful up there, and I am looking forward to it.
Thank you Jesus for your work in my life. I hope if someone is thinking about relapsing, they can read this and get some encouragement.
There has been challenges, and I still struggle with Alcohol and other issues, but God saw me through it, aa I am sure he will for you.

I realized how blessed I have been this year. I am approaching 6 months clean, and God has worked miracles in my life. Tonight, I spoke with one of my roommates, and it's such as shock to have someone actually care what my opinion is. God has really taken the darkest moments of my life and transformed them into something positive that can help someone elses life. Before, I had a job which required a lot of excuse making. Part of the reason, I relapsed. Not an excuse, mind you but a explanation. With all of the deception required I couldn't look at myself as a Christian man. It was a quick fall from there. Things aren't great right now. But they are a lot better. I currently have a really inconsequential position working for the Leukemia and Lymphoma society, but it's such a good cause, it makes me feel good about myself. It's like a quote from the Book "Summer of My German Soldier", "there is more nobility in building a chicken coop then destroying a cathedral", i guess. Next month I am going to Holden Village, HoldenVillage.com, to wash dishes for Jesus. It's beautiful up there, and I am looking forward to it.
Thank you Jesus for your work in my life. I hope if someone is thinking about relapsing, they can read this and get some encouragement.
There has been challenges, and I still struggle with Alcohol and other issues, but God saw me through it, aa I am sure he will for you.
