very very lonely

[sophia2013]

I feel soo alone I got NOBODY to talk to.. I have been abused hurt and left by everyone.. I got no friends at all cuz how depressed I am
Anyways I prayed to God how lonely I am, because in Genesis it said'and the Lord God said, its not good that man be alone,I'll make him a companion.....' and its not..not good for one to be alone, im not close with my sisters anymore and im always in my room with my kids and all i do is cry and then i look at my kids and feel sad that i can't have a good time with them without faking it.. Anyway i prayed to have someone and out of the blue, this really sweet guy asked me out and told me he likes me and he was just so happy to be around i haven't smiled or felt so wanted he even said " i really like you and i see you been in this room to much...i wanna make you happy and he said he will be willing to quit getting high and drinking and turn to God and i felt so happy bcu, this is what i prayed for but then my depression got to me that i broke up with him the second day, he's really sweet and gentle to me, he knows about my past relationship and he said he wants to show me something different.. i feel like i messed up for telling him i can't do this (me and him) i regret it so much, he told my sisters "i was gonna turn my life around for her and go to church with her but she broke up with me' hmm i am a mess, i lost my chance for finding a lil happiness, i just feel to shy to open up to him but now i lost him. I dont know what wrong with me. !!

 

[Criada]

I'm sorry sweetie - depression can make us act irrationally and push people away even when we really want to be close to them.
If you're still seeing this guy, maybe you can just be friends for a bit until you are feeling better.
Are you getting any medical help with the depression? Talking to a doc can often help.

Praying for you.

 

[Tigger45]

I've been where you're at and have felt the same way. I'll be praying for you sister.

 

[RuthD]

I am praying for you.

 

[DaisyMae]

Praying for you.

 

[Maka]

I'm praying for you as well.

 

[GreatSpeckledBird]

You may have done the right thing. If youre single with childrn you probably dont need a man anyway who has to stop drinking and getting high to be with you. Especially when theres a lot of great guys who already serve God and who probably know much more about love than he would anyway. No loss in my view and im an older woman who was a single mom who learned what t'm talking about the hard way. ( sent from phone)