It's alright my love, just let Jesus right now calm and quiet your heart with His peace. I feel His word to you is to refrain your heart from weeping for your work will be rewarded by the Lord.
He is your source. He is the source of everything you will ever need, both now and in the future. Not your bank manager, not your employer, not your insurance company, not your doctor. JESUS is the Source for everything you need. When you realise that it will give you confidence and faith that He will and can provide.
He will meet those Bills, He will enable every penny you ever need to be placed in your hand. He says to us, test me in this and He will show you He will provide the blessing and meet your needs.
Oh sweet, precious Child of God don't fret over this. Give all your cares right now to your Saviour. He is ever present, waiting for you to sit at His knee, feel His unending love to reassure you and comfort you fully. Nothing like the love of Jesus can bring such healing and peace.
Jesus is holding you, ever so safely, ever so gently, so securely in His love. Why would He let one so precious to Him down? Of course not. He will never see the righteous forsaken or their seed begging for bread.
As surely as He clothes the grass in the field, He will clothe you. Nothing goes unnoticed by Jesus. He knows you have need of these things.
Oh sweet one, rest in your Saviour. Thank Him for His provision. He has bought you this far, He will lead you and look after you the rest of the way. He will take you by the hand, be with you through the water, through every refining fire, and see you safely to Home.
This is not a problem to your Heavenly Father. He knows, He cares, He provides.
Lean on, trust in and rely on Him.
Be at peace for the Lord has dealt bountifully with you. His River will never run dry, your cup will run over. Such precious promises are yours. Take hold of them and receive them with the Faith He has given you. All will be well & I know with Jesus your tears may be in the night but joy comes in the morning.
Yes, dear Sister, God has done this for me, He will do it for you. You'll be rejoicing in His love, for you will see God will not let you down.
Keep trusting and I'll keep praying.
Much peace and love
Gentle-Heart