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[Godschild]

This is just a random untitled poem that I wrote.

Stuck in a world controlled by pain
The sun itself bleeds
My tears cannot stop flowing
I am seen as nothing

I have a status that is lower than the Devil
And even he shakes his head at me
Because to my family, I am nothing
To the world, I am nothing.

I will leave this black hole
Without saying goodbye
How can I say goodbye to a family that I have never had?
To a world that I have never truly been a part of?

Thinking about my past is all that I can do now
There’s no point in a future.
Because you can’t have a future when you’re dead.

 

[jazz]

That's kinda blue. The closest blue can get to black. Hopefully you dont feel like that At least, not now.

 

[Godschild]

I'm not going to lie, off and on I feel like that now. I know that I have family and friends and a God that loves me, but sometimes it just doesn't feel that way.

 

[jazz]

Well some people seem to go through stages of feeling that way, others spend their whole lives fighting it, praying about it, being prayed for because of it - but God doesnt always take it away. Ive been like that for a long, long time and in some ways that old cliche is true: if it doesnt kill you (if you know what I mean), it does make you stronger. Just need to remember that there are some things we go through that God places in our way for reasons of His own, when all we can really do is trust in Him, not give up and keep on going no matter how bad it feels. Not that Im telling you or anyone else what they dont already know.