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<blockquote data-quote="EdyChristian28" data-source="post: 71098582" data-attributes="member: 396485"><p>Post #3</p><p></p><p>advice on art</p><p></p><p></p><p>don't lose hope, but of course for</p><p> many of us artistic people losing hope</p><p> is where it starts. don't try to</p><p> sum up your creative input and output</p><p> in a moment, sometimes you will</p><p> have to try to come to something new</p><p> which is good, you can't be a master</p><p> if you never take time to rethink</p><p> your steps.</p><p> Whether your writing a novel, a literature or an album.</p><p> you may not be satisfied by it and feel its</p><p> a failure. but life is</p><p> a work in progress</p><p> difficulties are as common as air</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>sunset</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>sunset sunrise</p><p>did I miss</p><p>the breese</p><p>did I miss or wait my turn</p><p>did I get angry</p><p>lost a chance</p><p>for empowered democracy</p><p>a problem, sometimes I've got many</p><p>sometimes none</p><p>silence comes in handy</p><p>its not like I can steal that</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>confessions</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>feel bad now</p><p>don't have to feel bad late</p><p>write a lyric</p><p>compensate for the thoughts of an alligator</p><p>servant, servant</p><p>a host and a waiter</p><p>to the flesh and lost</p><p>cater</p><p>on my own I never could</p><p>know what I was doing</p><p>pull me out through the ground</p><p>to feel the difference</p><p>naked</p><p>theres no room for luxury</p><p>or prestige in lyrics</p><p>confessions, confessions</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>Welcome to real life</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>welcome to real life</p><p> where only the fool is blind</p><p> easy it once was to know</p><p> when crossing the line</p><p> journeyed far away, far away</p><p> from home</p><p> forgot that I was on a journey</p><p> and forgot that I had a home</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>darkness can't hide</p><p></p><p></p><p>all on the same side</p><p> till the darkness can't hide</p><p> seperate pleasure from business</p><p> as if survival from pride</p><p> let the fools be fools clowning around</p><p> while lengthen reach to higher wits</p><p> of course have decency and discipline</p><p> misinformation torn down bit by bits</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>my sons</p><p></p><p></p><p>remember I felt alive</p><p>and there was plenty</p><p>to save</p><p>I was brave </p><p>without guns</p><p>want this </p><p>and better things for my sons</p><p></p><p></p><p>pretentious</p><p></p><p></p><p>its never been something out of sight for them that wouldn't eat them up inside</p><p>if the world around me doesn't allow me to forget lies</p><p>then certainly I would seem pretentious</p><p></p><p>people are trying to get me to kill myself by my own accord</p><p>I realize now that people doubting me isn't encouragement</p><p>and by no means is it an attempt to strengthen me</p><p></p><p></p><p>let others stand in the rot of their own hands as they think they can put someone else as the idol of what they stand</p><p>me I'm trying to change. since when is that anyone's business.</p><p>you'd think even my own cousin would see the good in that.</p><p>burying me in problems I don't have</p><p>lying behind my back</p><p>fire me from a job I don't have</p><p>Not letting me do the good thats in me to do as if its for me to fear what they lack</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>discard</p><p></p><p></p><p>this is what the day has brought</p><p> the days that are good I forgot</p><p> what is special about me</p><p> is nothing</p><p> but in life there is something to be remembered</p><p> something to be forgotten</p><p> something to be kept</p><p> something to be discarded</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>I'm not waiting for the snare</p><p> if I'm not waiting for people</p><p></p><p> god will increase my yield</p><p> and signs and images</p><p> will not replace what is</p><p> always there</p><p></p><p> So much can be easily</p><p> dispoiled</p><p> without one realising it</p><p> Its best to stay positive</p><p> and to stay positive</p><p> I have to be clean</p><p> and alert</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>Rain on my work</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>Do my job and others do theirs</p><p> Like the days of old</p><p> calm like a river when it rains on my work </p><p> looking to get by with thoughts</p><p> and rhymes but do they reflect what</p><p> I have learned</p><p> sometimes words, sounds, and lights</p><p> arn't enough</p><p> life needs to happen</p><p> waiting for love or</p><p> or the unloved</p><p> keep my word and my</p><p> silence cus sometimes</p><p> it can get tough</p><p> a breath of fresh air</p><p> can be like a word</p><p> that is fair</p><p> when I have nowhere to stand</p><p> because I've been living </p><p> in nowhere land</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>moment to moment</p><p></p><p></p><p> From moment to moment</p><p> from what is not real I'm not able to</p><p> lean</p><p> strength is made from enduring</p><p> and withstanding</p><p> violence is not what</p><p> I speak because peace is lasting</p><p> with time I'll get over this</p><p> like a time when fasting</p><p> wait till a time like pastures</p><p> forget all of those</p><p> getting aggressive passively</p><p> cus all they're trying to do</p><p> is keep me from being happy</p><p> the same goes for me</p><p> for posterity</p><p> once in a while</p><p> keep my mouth shut</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>love forever</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>Love forever, forever red</p><p> as well as blue</p><p> as well as whatever color</p><p> it should</p><p> make it pink?</p><p> make it green</p><p> never weak</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>breathing while eating</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>Breathing is not the same</p><p> thing as eating</p><p> so don't get trapped in a prison</p><p> of thinking</p><p> sometimes whats wrong is what</p><p> I'm feeling</p><p> don't focus on others</p><p> cus I've got enough with</p><p> what I'm dealing</p><p> I don't know how to fix my</p><p> feelings</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>tree branches</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>tree</p><p> branches fall</p><p> on me</p><p> If I would</p><p> I would</p><p> notice the color of the leaves</p><p> gold shiney</p><p> autumn leaves</p><p> turn red and</p><p> fall to the</p><p> ground as</p><p> I fall asleep</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>ambishions perish</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>I can't feel very good</p><p> the world around me needs me to calm down</p><p> but sometimes I can't reach</p><p> myself</p><p> to tell myself how sorry</p><p> I am</p><p> every little bit of pain that I</p><p> uncover, seems to bring trouble</p><p> how I would like to sit</p><p> down somewhere and let</p><p> my ambitions perish</p><p> without someone looking</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>spurts</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>same old controversies of</p><p>change</p><p> venomous snake</p><p>yea</p><p>thought I could join the league of men who stepped on us to feel strength, the only thing </p><p>same old issue since high school</p><p>people don't change</p><p>forgot what I knew</p><p>they only get worse</p><p>paths are chosen, I still have my stage to make for growth spurts</p><p>people keep cheating</p><p>if thats all they ever did, and still lock up truth?</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>my own</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>Make moves of my own</p><p> don't have to subscribe to other</p><p> peoples nonsense</p><p> I'm able to breathe</p><p> I'm able to see</p><p> my back and neck is healthy</p><p> I'm able to blink</p><p> I'm able to move my eyes</p><p> where i want to</p><p> making eye contact and</p><p> smiling is not a challenge</p><p> I get to have fun again</p><p> and feel sorry for myself</p><p> reflections and progress actually</p><p> mean something</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>Follow</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>Should I follow, no never</p><p> already had, Its bad</p><p>learned I'm not all that</p><p>mad? phad? bad?</p><p>music videos a cliche and I want to represent myself thats why I never stand infront of a camera</p><p>I guess I'm just a little awestruck by all the glamour</p><p>and I don't even bother to get into glamour rock and hairmetal</p><p>I do like ballads and I'm not fooling anyone when meat loaf has more style, I use to be fat.</p><p>mcdonalds</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>Unforseen Solace</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>Unforseen solace in the things</p><p> I took time to sit and settle</p><p> and blow away in a</p><p> moments notice</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>no foot hold for the wicked</p><p></p><p></p><p>self esteem</p><p> pick it up</p><p> wash it off</p><p> Have problems?</p><p> nicotine and alcohol</p><p> isn't going to solve them</p><p> what will</p><p> who knows</p><p> what its like to be</p><p> staring at ghost</p><p> skating on hydro ( water sking )</p><p> an eye for confusion</p><p> and bullies</p><p> and effort for them, yeah, never</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>lulluby?</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>I'd sing me a lulluby</p><p> again, the one where</p><p> I'm going to</p><p> live a long time</p><p> and life doesn't matter</p><p> cus I'm happy</p><p> and I can live life</p><p> without caring too much</p><p> for a while</p><p> not me, I'm poor</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>mountains</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>I forget the reasons why</p><p> why I do things</p><p> someday everything</p><p> I didn't say</p><p> but saved</p><p> waiting for me to</p><p> explore</p><p> locked doors, keys, what once</p><p> seemed like lost islands</p><p></p><p>change, the wind is blowing</p><p> change the direction the</p><p> mountains are forming</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>no mistress</p><p></p><p></p><p>there is a heaven</p><p>if there is no mistress or affair</p><p>in marriage</p><p>I wish there was something</p><p>I can say</p><p>that would stir me from</p><p>drunkeness awake</p><p>my heart can't feel</p><p>this way all the time</p><p>drinks lathered with lime</p><p>as though endless bottles of wine</p><p></p><p></p><p>No friends</p><p></p><p></p><p>the feeling of</p><p>loneliness that one</p><p>can come to bare</p><p>its suppose to be</p><p>right there</p><p>but no instead</p><p>after having been pushed</p><p>aside from what was my life</p><p>I don't have any friends </p><p>and thats alright, I have christ</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>In denial?</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>I'd be in denial if I said nothing was wrong</p><p>I got things on me like</p><p>arrogance and hypocracy</p><p>desires lurking under my identity</p><p>theres no easy way</p><p>to carry my weight</p><p>aint no use waking up</p><p>and sleeping late</p><p>watching everything</p><p>on tv and youtube</p><p>isn't ganna change anything, what I know</p><p>if medium is the message</p><p>watching hours and</p><p>not retain a passage</p><p>ambarrassed to ask this</p><p>but what do I do from here</p><p>cuz looking like a fool</p><p>with a mouth of madness is not what I adhere</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>for better</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>Its better to walk away someday</p><p> somehow someway</p><p> don't know what to say lost for words</p><p> in the shoes</p><p> of supposed never ending dues</p><p> rhymes out of line</p><p> and still less than what should be paid for?</p><p> lies</p><p></p><p></p><p>Girls grow up</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>All of my girls grow</p><p>up to get married</p><p>Disney?</p><p>Haven't even</p><p>haven't a chance</p><p>to get miscarried</p><p>excuse me please</p><p></p><p></p><p>money instead of life</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>From darkness into light</p><p>as innocent as we once slept curled and cradled</p><p>to walk and chase each other playing in the sunlight</p><p>pulled from the comfort of family, summer, and home was no word living life</p><p>in the wake of the days when you can remember your first words and knowing what adults were teaching you to write</p><p>the schedules came out of no where and schedules without notice would be handed for the rest of your life. </p><p>for the sake of money.</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>love home sick</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>I either had strawberries or sunflowers in my eyes</p><p>no room for candy in my life</p><p>thought I'd dine next to an ocean of wine</p><p>the horizon like it wasn't just another line</p><p>train leaving the station soon</p><p>looking where to put luggage</p><p>to ride out of June</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>I don't like</p><p>my ketchup with</p><p>too much crazy</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>For you</p><p>be the best</p><p>criminal you</p><p>ever knew?</p><p>a secret</p><p>you can</p><p>kiss and</p><p>fall in love with from</p><p>where I blew?</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>Entrance to life</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>do well and the world around me will change</p><p>some people know this</p><p>others have to find out</p><p>there are those that do it</p><p>and those who don't know</p><p>what its like to get out</p><p>exit fear</p><p>and begin a entrance</p><p>to life</p><p>writing this is no advantage or pride</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>all the things I can't do</p><p>living vicariously and sadly</p><p>and temporarily</p><p>I have to be fair</p><p>because I'd like to think I don't care</p><p>or know or understand</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>Poeish</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>Tell me its worth letting go, transgressions will find</p><p>there place on earth and its caring. Apathy sometimes it seems</p><p>is the answer. Stepping on feelings and humanity like it was scorpions and snakes</p><p>to adulterated passions of disaster. stop at mistakes. </p><p>Don't care enough to fight,</p><p>Care enough to go from darkness to light.</p><p>Don't care enough to join a difference between black and white.</p><p>Care enough to reach for glory of heights.</p><p>Don't care enough to know about the selfishness I hide in my love and my dream about life, as its all been done before and someone wrote it better.</p><p>Cus worth it and we don't, unless its a purpose to be perfect. yeah its a progress. Learning.</p><p>Get what we don't deserve cuz what we do is good enough, till we don't take a toward approach.</p><p>Don't care enough about my enemies to stop the chains of remorse? </p><p>Like hunger pangs, birthing and childhood pains. and cycles like sun and rain.</p><p>Yawn, sleep and wake, love and hate? Not that I have too much of any. But for someone, the only thing to think of. where to start or stop. People don't want to tell me whats of benefit to both of us?</p><p>Liability goes beyond the sight of supposed criminals.</p><p>I can't choose what I want. Pockets full at a casino, destruction, and limitless lust. thats whats avail. Not my list to shoot for a bucket if there was one.</p><p>Early is the day of reckoning, and mourning of a grave.</p><p>and yet still blood there's to taste? with these words, answer</p><p>to the riddles, poison addictions, worldly snakes? Faster and faster is the pace</p><p>yet slower is the way.</p><p>Edgar Allan Poeish in his last days.</p><p>An attempt at humor bleeds right through into fading second phase.</p><p>Casket for the rainbow? as it saddens no one, except those who are amazed.</p><p>Dare be the challenge, of arrogance, humility, naivity, and innocence.</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>fear</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>fear, a belief</p><p>that contrives</p><p>into disillusion and</p><p>disbelief, diregard and disdain</p><p>for that which</p><p>we could not peice </p><p>together</p><p>youth, our innocence</p><p>do we really know what we</p><p>want or running from</p><p></p><p>good or bad</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>act</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>Act but do not fear</p><p>don't give into the </p><p>ignorance of your peers</p><p>blend in but don't pretend</p><p>don't lose your head</p><p>be careful, take care</p><p>win the fight with nonviolence</p><p>they will try to convince</p><p>as others always will</p><p>don't believe the lies</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>From Earth</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>they may come from hollywood</p><p>but you come from earth</p><p>so valuable the time</p><p>we have</p><p>I hope you can see this</p><p>and view it like birth</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>Parent</p><p></p><p></p><p>Parent </p><p>not today</p><p>not tomorrow</p><p>be a good boy</p><p>cuz women want that</p><p>I've already lost the sincerity</p><p>to find a date well at least</p><p>wait to celebrate on your wedding day</p><p>a day long from now</p><p>parents happy</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>Simpler times</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>calm encompassing </p><p>simpler times</p><p>to think we know so much</p><p>and yet we never try</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>No room for abuse</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>clear as paper or maybe just paper thin</p><p>I can no longer say words of negativity</p><p>with a smile or a grin</p><p>light shining day</p><p>to keep myself awake</p><p>to be encompassing</p><p>never forget what that is</p><p>take your life into your </p><p>hands</p><p>and do with it</p><p>the responsibility</p><p>given to you</p><p>certainly there is no </p><p>room for abuse</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>No room for abuse</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>clear as paper or maybe just paper thin</p><p>I can no longer say words of negativity</p><p>with a smile or a grin</p><p>light shining day</p><p>to keep myself awake</p><p>to be encompassing</p><p>never forget what that is</p><p>take your life into your </p><p>hands</p><p>and do with it</p><p>the responsibility</p><p>given to you</p><p>certainly there is no </p><p>room for abuse</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>no wonder</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>Self improvement so I can forget who I am</p><p></p><p>waiting for the day of excitement, like a dog waiting for its master in the summer heat tied to a leash, plenty of space to run and yet, out of reach</p><p></p><p>losing plot, cuz denial seems easier than realizing the meaning of an empty page I'm hiding, tucked away, yeah like it won't see the light of day.</p><p> neglect, anyway.</p><p>trying to convince my sorry self that I don't need help. general human necessity.</p><p></p><p>like I'm better than everyone else. Stronger than any loser that ever walked the earth.</p><p></p><p>so rude that I don't see what I look like</p><p></p><p>when other people look at me.</p><p>too immature, irresponsible, exageratedly outrageous to someday qualify to be one of these.</p><p>and woman can tell that I'm far removed from learning any lesson that rings</p><p>(anything) remotely resembling a wedding bell, its strange that all ,I had to do was not make a big deal</p><p>not being first, not being the best, not being noticed, not being the hero of your heart,</p><p>I expected instant attraction like I was prince casanova superman.</p><p>it turns out I have a undeserved massive romantisiced ego. and I'm a fan</p><p>illusions of granduer is my middle name. my selfesteem is so far away, its unrecognisable. I cover it up, saving place, standing noble</p><p>Listening to the airwaves of what people say</p><p>what works, I throw the procedures away, mediocre, I stay.</p><p>a shining example of incompetence. my only consistancy is half baked and as always running late.</p><p>it sounds sarcastic cuz its not funny how I grab the wrong end</p><p>its no wonder things are just pretend</p><p>I should really consider following directions from</p><p>mapquest.</p><p>its no wonder its just pretend</p><p>my luck might change if I don't pay attention</p><p>to what I can win</p><p>be who I am regardless, unbiased, subtle, benign, harmless</p><p>hardly defined by reward. content. priorities on my list are things I can barely afford. </p><p>be nice to myself like I had a friend</p><p>its no wonder its just pretend</p><p>my luck might change maybe when the flowers grow cuz I take care of them.</p><p>Its no wonder its just pretend</p><p>waiting for wings like I deserve them</p><p>Its no wonder its just pretend</p><p>longing for what I can't see the value in </p><p>its no wonder its just pretend</p><p>more focused on what happens if.</p><p>and if it comes at all, what then.</p><p>the moment I've been waiting for</p><p>dare I ask, will I cherish it.</p><p>my luck might change if I'm just a little greatful</p><p>to be learning lessons</p><p>brushing past folks who are happy to give them. unknowingly</p><p>maybe my luck might change if I'm greatful to muster</p><p>a little humility, a sign of faith, around others who are also trying to find the way.</p><p></p><p>I'm not the big role in my little world anymore.</p><p>a fish too big for its small bowl.</p><p>maybe I can be a</p><p>traveler in a story where I'm comfortable</p><p>being one of many.</p><p></p><p>easy smile, occasional grin</p><p>make a simple plan to determine my ends.</p><p>expectancy, get out of my head</p><p>no wonder its just pretend</p><p></p><p>chasing moments in the wind</p><p></p><p>hoping to experience</p><p></p><p>to forget the one I'm in.</p><p></p><p>no wonder its no longer pretend</p><p></p><p>no luck without within</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>Self Evident</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>red is where I live and where i sleep</p><p>all I have in my head. close my eyes thats all I see</p><p>in the light of day.</p><p></p><p>blue. sadness endless memories of days of one mistake</p><p>and what came before seems frozen in the ice worthless</p><p>of any meaning for my eyes to pursue.</p><p></p><p>doctor. who knew. more than any patience, the knowledge of</p><p>unforseen solace of what it took to forge instruction for a life</p><p>that would yield something new.</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>Self evident</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>red is where I live and where i sleep</p><p>all I have in my head. close my eyes thats all I see</p><p>in the light of day.</p><p></p><p>blue. sadness endless memories of days of one mistake</p><p>and what came before seems frozen in the ice worthless</p><p>of any meaning for my eyes to pursue.</p><p></p><p>doctor. who knew. more than any patience, the knowledge of</p><p>unforseen solace of what it took to forge instruction for a life</p><p>that would yield something new.</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>without</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>Without</p><p></p><p>getting away from my problems</p><p>Im barking up the wrong tree</p><p></p><p>if silence is golden then whats</p><p>it worth working silently</p><p></p><p>think money can buy me a new life</p><p>well, its not that easy unfortunately</p><p></p><p>lost in a tide of the rythm of an ocean of animosity</p><p>won't calm down till it reaches calm loving hands on the other side of the sea</p><p></p><p>what if what I wanted, is too late, and came up without</p><p></p><p>My heart aching and starving to find I just want to empty</p><p>desire for romance,</p><p>a smile to those who wear it with style</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>Water under the bridge</p><p></p><p>as I wonder I can see that there is still a chance to be there</p><p>I can try</p><p>me I don't have the same life to go back to,</p><p>some look to the moon as if were alive</p><p></p><p></p><p>Like an eagle protecting her young</p><p>she's going to grow up and fly straight,</p><p>even though my flaws and mistakes, she's leaving</p><p>and I'm rest assured as I see her take off</p><p>progress made failure into something that thrives</p><p></p><p></p><p>choking on water under the bridge</p><p>maybe theres time for a new song</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>Old news</p><p></p><p></p><p>Even though no one's on my side</p><p>I've got all the energy I need written in black and white</p><p>sweet memories throwing stones at me from a story I can write</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>I don't think I'll be making a mess of things</p><p>weight of the scales, remembering</p><p></p><p>I want.. doesn't work anymore</p><p></p><p>taking off all the fat, cuz lean is where its at</p><p></p><p>I don't know what direction my life was ganna take but don't</p><p>want a madder's hat</p><p></p><p>so the world's a stage, words people say. Doesn't matter privacy or a public place</p><p>save my tears for lasting grace.</p><p></p><p>close my eyes to realize theres debt to pay</p><p></p><p></p><p>nothing special, nothing new</p><p>the perversion of principle</p><p></p><p>was there ever a principle I could</p><p></p><p>from the echo of words</p><p></p><p>smash my hand against an idol as pretentious as I would</p><p>maybe I'll learn something more than being vain</p><p></p><p>something new</p><p></p><p>besides pain</p><p></p><p>thats old news</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>Fear Jesus Christ, who holds the keys to death</p><p></p><p></p><p>When jesus was alive he did and made for his good works of peace</p><p>and justice by what is the empathy to the flesh</p><p></p><p>He is in the spirit and abides by no mans law and one thing I can say</p><p></p><p>is fear Jesus. Forget that guy, He's the one who holds a sword more powerful any thing</p><p></p><p>you want to anguish or hold your ambitions to. Do not test his sword for he is the man</p><p></p><p>who has made for justice among the living and the dead. And surely if you couldn't love him, you will fear Jesus Christ.</p><p></p><p>Begotten son, abides by no man. Fear him.</p><p></p><p>Love him. and destroy all idols.</p><p></p><p></p><p>Fear Jesus Christ, who holds the keys to life and death.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="EdyChristian28, post: 71098582, member: 396485"] Post #3 advice on art don't lose hope, but of course for many of us artistic people losing hope is where it starts. don't try to sum up your creative input and output in a moment, sometimes you will have to try to come to something new which is good, you can't be a master if you never take time to rethink your steps. Whether your writing a novel, a literature or an album. you may not be satisfied by it and feel its a failure. but life is a work in progress difficulties are as common as air sunset sunset sunrise did I miss the breese did I miss or wait my turn did I get angry lost a chance for empowered democracy a problem, sometimes I've got many sometimes none silence comes in handy its not like I can steal that confessions feel bad now don't have to feel bad late write a lyric compensate for the thoughts of an alligator servant, servant a host and a waiter to the flesh and lost cater on my own I never could know what I was doing pull me out through the ground to feel the difference naked theres no room for luxury or prestige in lyrics confessions, confessions Welcome to real life welcome to real life where only the fool is blind easy it once was to know when crossing the line journeyed far away, far away from home forgot that I was on a journey and forgot that I had a home darkness can't hide all on the same side till the darkness can't hide seperate pleasure from business as if survival from pride let the fools be fools clowning around while lengthen reach to higher wits of course have decency and discipline misinformation torn down bit by bits my sons remember I felt alive and there was plenty to save I was brave without guns want this and better things for my sons pretentious its never been something out of sight for them that wouldn't eat them up inside if the world around me doesn't allow me to forget lies then certainly I would seem pretentious people are trying to get me to kill myself by my own accord I realize now that people doubting me isn't encouragement and by no means is it an attempt to strengthen me let others stand in the rot of their own hands as they think they can put someone else as the idol of what they stand me I'm trying to change. since when is that anyone's business. you'd think even my own cousin would see the good in that. burying me in problems I don't have lying behind my back fire me from a job I don't have Not letting me do the good thats in me to do as if its for me to fear what they lack discard this is what the day has brought the days that are good I forgot what is special about me is nothing but in life there is something to be remembered something to be forgotten something to be kept something to be discarded I'm not waiting for the snare if I'm not waiting for people god will increase my yield and signs and images will not replace what is always there So much can be easily dispoiled without one realising it Its best to stay positive and to stay positive I have to be clean and alert Rain on my work Do my job and others do theirs Like the days of old calm like a river when it rains on my work looking to get by with thoughts and rhymes but do they reflect what I have learned sometimes words, sounds, and lights arn't enough life needs to happen waiting for love or or the unloved keep my word and my silence cus sometimes it can get tough a breath of fresh air can be like a word that is fair when I have nowhere to stand because I've been living in nowhere land moment to moment From moment to moment from what is not real I'm not able to lean strength is made from enduring and withstanding violence is not what I speak because peace is lasting with time I'll get over this like a time when fasting wait till a time like pastures forget all of those getting aggressive passively cus all they're trying to do is keep me from being happy the same goes for me for posterity once in a while keep my mouth shut love forever Love forever, forever red as well as blue as well as whatever color it should make it pink? make it green never weak breathing while eating Breathing is not the same thing as eating so don't get trapped in a prison of thinking sometimes whats wrong is what I'm feeling don't focus on others cus I've got enough with what I'm dealing I don't know how to fix my feelings tree branches tree branches fall on me If I would I would notice the color of the leaves gold shiney autumn leaves turn red and fall to the ground as I fall asleep ambishions perish I can't feel very good the world around me needs me to calm down but sometimes I can't reach myself to tell myself how sorry I am every little bit of pain that I uncover, seems to bring trouble how I would like to sit down somewhere and let my ambitions perish without someone looking spurts same old controversies of change venomous snake yea thought I could join the league of men who stepped on us to feel strength, the only thing same old issue since high school people don't change forgot what I knew they only get worse paths are chosen, I still have my stage to make for growth spurts people keep cheating if thats all they ever did, and still lock up truth? my own Make moves of my own don't have to subscribe to other peoples nonsense I'm able to breathe I'm able to see my back and neck is healthy I'm able to blink I'm able to move my eyes where i want to making eye contact and smiling is not a challenge I get to have fun again and feel sorry for myself reflections and progress actually mean something Follow Should I follow, no never already had, Its bad learned I'm not all that mad? phad? bad? music videos a cliche and I want to represent myself thats why I never stand infront of a camera I guess I'm just a little awestruck by all the glamour and I don't even bother to get into glamour rock and hairmetal I do like ballads and I'm not fooling anyone when meat loaf has more style, I use to be fat. mcdonalds Unforseen Solace Unforseen solace in the things I took time to sit and settle and blow away in a moments notice no foot hold for the wicked self esteem pick it up wash it off Have problems? nicotine and alcohol isn't going to solve them what will who knows what its like to be staring at ghost skating on hydro ( water sking ) an eye for confusion and bullies and effort for them, yeah, never lulluby? I'd sing me a lulluby again, the one where I'm going to live a long time and life doesn't matter cus I'm happy and I can live life without caring too much for a while not me, I'm poor mountains I forget the reasons why why I do things someday everything I didn't say but saved waiting for me to explore locked doors, keys, what once seemed like lost islands change, the wind is blowing change the direction the mountains are forming no mistress there is a heaven if there is no mistress or affair in marriage I wish there was something I can say that would stir me from drunkeness awake my heart can't feel this way all the time drinks lathered with lime as though endless bottles of wine No friends the feeling of loneliness that one can come to bare its suppose to be right there but no instead after having been pushed aside from what was my life I don't have any friends and thats alright, I have christ In denial? I'd be in denial if I said nothing was wrong I got things on me like arrogance and hypocracy desires lurking under my identity theres no easy way to carry my weight aint no use waking up and sleeping late watching everything on tv and youtube isn't ganna change anything, what I know if medium is the message watching hours and not retain a passage ambarrassed to ask this but what do I do from here cuz looking like a fool with a mouth of madness is not what I adhere for better Its better to walk away someday somehow someway don't know what to say lost for words in the shoes of supposed never ending dues rhymes out of line and still less than what should be paid for? lies Girls grow up All of my girls grow up to get married Disney? Haven't even haven't a chance to get miscarried excuse me please money instead of life From darkness into light as innocent as we once slept curled and cradled to walk and chase each other playing in the sunlight pulled from the comfort of family, summer, and home was no word living life in the wake of the days when you can remember your first words and knowing what adults were teaching you to write the schedules came out of no where and schedules without notice would be handed for the rest of your life. for the sake of money. love home sick I either had strawberries or sunflowers in my eyes no room for candy in my life thought I'd dine next to an ocean of wine the horizon like it wasn't just another line train leaving the station soon looking where to put luggage to ride out of June I don't like my ketchup with too much crazy For you be the best criminal you ever knew? a secret you can kiss and fall in love with from where I blew? Entrance to life do well and the world around me will change some people know this others have to find out there are those that do it and those who don't know what its like to get out exit fear and begin a entrance to life writing this is no advantage or pride all the things I can't do living vicariously and sadly and temporarily I have to be fair because I'd like to think I don't care or know or understand Poeish Tell me its worth letting go, transgressions will find there place on earth and its caring. Apathy sometimes it seems is the answer. Stepping on feelings and humanity like it was scorpions and snakes to adulterated passions of disaster. stop at mistakes. Don't care enough to fight, Care enough to go from darkness to light. Don't care enough to join a difference between black and white. Care enough to reach for glory of heights. Don't care enough to know about the selfishness I hide in my love and my dream about life, as its all been done before and someone wrote it better. Cus worth it and we don't, unless its a purpose to be perfect. yeah its a progress. Learning. Get what we don't deserve cuz what we do is good enough, till we don't take a toward approach. Don't care enough about my enemies to stop the chains of remorse? Like hunger pangs, birthing and childhood pains. and cycles like sun and rain. Yawn, sleep and wake, love and hate? Not that I have too much of any. But for someone, the only thing to think of. where to start or stop. People don't want to tell me whats of benefit to both of us? Liability goes beyond the sight of supposed criminals. I can't choose what I want. Pockets full at a casino, destruction, and limitless lust. thats whats avail. Not my list to shoot for a bucket if there was one. Early is the day of reckoning, and mourning of a grave. and yet still blood there's to taste? with these words, answer to the riddles, poison addictions, worldly snakes? Faster and faster is the pace yet slower is the way. Edgar Allan Poeish in his last days. An attempt at humor bleeds right through into fading second phase. Casket for the rainbow? as it saddens no one, except those who are amazed. Dare be the challenge, of arrogance, humility, naivity, and innocence. fear fear, a belief that contrives into disillusion and disbelief, diregard and disdain for that which we could not peice together youth, our innocence do we really know what we want or running from good or bad act Act but do not fear don't give into the ignorance of your peers blend in but don't pretend don't lose your head be careful, take care win the fight with nonviolence they will try to convince as others always will don't believe the lies From Earth they may come from hollywood but you come from earth so valuable the time we have I hope you can see this and view it like birth Parent Parent not today not tomorrow be a good boy cuz women want that I've already lost the sincerity to find a date well at least wait to celebrate on your wedding day a day long from now parents happy Simpler times calm encompassing simpler times to think we know so much and yet we never try No room for abuse clear as paper or maybe just paper thin I can no longer say words of negativity with a smile or a grin light shining day to keep myself awake to be encompassing never forget what that is take your life into your hands and do with it the responsibility given to you certainly there is no room for abuse No room for abuse clear as paper or maybe just paper thin I can no longer say words of negativity with a smile or a grin light shining day to keep myself awake to be encompassing never forget what that is take your life into your hands and do with it the responsibility given to you certainly there is no room for abuse no wonder Self improvement so I can forget who I am waiting for the day of excitement, like a dog waiting for its master in the summer heat tied to a leash, plenty of space to run and yet, out of reach losing plot, cuz denial seems easier than realizing the meaning of an empty page I'm hiding, tucked away, yeah like it won't see the light of day. neglect, anyway. trying to convince my sorry self that I don't need help. general human necessity. like I'm better than everyone else. Stronger than any loser that ever walked the earth. so rude that I don't see what I look like when other people look at me. too immature, irresponsible, exageratedly outrageous to someday qualify to be one of these. and woman can tell that I'm far removed from learning any lesson that rings (anything) remotely resembling a wedding bell, its strange that all ,I had to do was not make a big deal not being first, not being the best, not being noticed, not being the hero of your heart, I expected instant attraction like I was prince casanova superman. it turns out I have a undeserved massive romantisiced ego. and I'm a fan illusions of granduer is my middle name. my selfesteem is so far away, its unrecognisable. I cover it up, saving place, standing noble Listening to the airwaves of what people say what works, I throw the procedures away, mediocre, I stay. a shining example of incompetence. my only consistancy is half baked and as always running late. it sounds sarcastic cuz its not funny how I grab the wrong end its no wonder things are just pretend I should really consider following directions from mapquest. its no wonder its just pretend my luck might change if I don't pay attention to what I can win be who I am regardless, unbiased, subtle, benign, harmless hardly defined by reward. content. priorities on my list are things I can barely afford. be nice to myself like I had a friend its no wonder its just pretend my luck might change maybe when the flowers grow cuz I take care of them. Its no wonder its just pretend waiting for wings like I deserve them Its no wonder its just pretend longing for what I can't see the value in its no wonder its just pretend more focused on what happens if. and if it comes at all, what then. the moment I've been waiting for dare I ask, will I cherish it. my luck might change if I'm just a little greatful to be learning lessons brushing past folks who are happy to give them. unknowingly maybe my luck might change if I'm greatful to muster a little humility, a sign of faith, around others who are also trying to find the way. I'm not the big role in my little world anymore. a fish too big for its small bowl. maybe I can be a traveler in a story where I'm comfortable being one of many. easy smile, occasional grin make a simple plan to determine my ends. expectancy, get out of my head no wonder its just pretend chasing moments in the wind hoping to experience to forget the one I'm in. no wonder its no longer pretend no luck without within Self Evident red is where I live and where i sleep all I have in my head. close my eyes thats all I see in the light of day. blue. sadness endless memories of days of one mistake and what came before seems frozen in the ice worthless of any meaning for my eyes to pursue. doctor. who knew. more than any patience, the knowledge of unforseen solace of what it took to forge instruction for a life that would yield something new. Self evident red is where I live and where i sleep all I have in my head. close my eyes thats all I see in the light of day. blue. sadness endless memories of days of one mistake and what came before seems frozen in the ice worthless of any meaning for my eyes to pursue. doctor. who knew. more than any patience, the knowledge of unforseen solace of what it took to forge instruction for a life that would yield something new. without Without getting away from my problems Im barking up the wrong tree if silence is golden then whats it worth working silently think money can buy me a new life well, its not that easy unfortunately lost in a tide of the rythm of an ocean of animosity won't calm down till it reaches calm loving hands on the other side of the sea what if what I wanted, is too late, and came up without My heart aching and starving to find I just want to empty desire for romance, a smile to those who wear it with style Water under the bridge as I wonder I can see that there is still a chance to be there I can try me I don't have the same life to go back to, some look to the moon as if were alive Like an eagle protecting her young she's going to grow up and fly straight, even though my flaws and mistakes, she's leaving and I'm rest assured as I see her take off progress made failure into something that thrives choking on water under the bridge maybe theres time for a new song Old news Even though no one's on my side I've got all the energy I need written in black and white sweet memories throwing stones at me from a story I can write I don't think I'll be making a mess of things weight of the scales, remembering I want.. doesn't work anymore taking off all the fat, cuz lean is where its at I don't know what direction my life was ganna take but don't want a madder's hat so the world's a stage, words people say. Doesn't matter privacy or a public place save my tears for lasting grace. close my eyes to realize theres debt to pay nothing special, nothing new the perversion of principle was there ever a principle I could from the echo of words smash my hand against an idol as pretentious as I would maybe I'll learn something more than being vain something new besides pain thats old news Fear Jesus Christ, who holds the keys to death When jesus was alive he did and made for his good works of peace and justice by what is the empathy to the flesh He is in the spirit and abides by no mans law and one thing I can say is fear Jesus. Forget that guy, He's the one who holds a sword more powerful any thing you want to anguish or hold your ambitions to. Do not test his sword for he is the man who has made for justice among the living and the dead. And surely if you couldn't love him, you will fear Jesus Christ. Begotten son, abides by no man. Fear him. Love him. and destroy all idols. Fear Jesus Christ, who holds the keys to life and death. [/QUOTE]
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