Hello Everyone,
I am Anetta and I am 50. I was raised as a christian and I was married when I was 16 in the early 80'S.
At the time when we got married my DH was an Innocent man who was also good christian.
As a newly wed it was natural for us to make love like bunnies almost all the time , which got me addicted to sex.
After our son was born, I hoped that my craving for sex would subdue but the hormones backfired.
As time went by it became difficult for my DH to match my appetite for sex. There were many times when I used to drain him out.
Soon one day I came to know that I was not able to conceive any more children. My husband and I were unhappy.
His Anxiety Disorder was getting stronger due many factors which included work,his parents etc.
I used sex as a mechanism to calm him down and sooth him . This was a win- win situation for both of us. Sex helped him relax and sleep like a baby whereas it helped me remain sane.
I have never cheated on my husband but have had thoughts and fantasies.
I have also executed harmless fantasies like parading naked in a motel lobby (It was the mid 80's)
I renounced my sex life at the age of 38 to work for the betterment of the poor and the needy.
I believe every one has a past that they are not proud of. But as a human everyone has a chance in life to rectify his/her mistakes and pray for strength to move on life.
I am Anetta and I am 50. I was raised as a christian and I was married when I was 16 in the early 80'S.
At the time when we got married my DH was an Innocent man who was also good christian.
As a newly wed it was natural for us to make love like bunnies almost all the time , which got me addicted to sex.
After our son was born, I hoped that my craving for sex would subdue but the hormones backfired.
As time went by it became difficult for my DH to match my appetite for sex. There were many times when I used to drain him out.
Soon one day I came to know that I was not able to conceive any more children. My husband and I were unhappy.
His Anxiety Disorder was getting stronger due many factors which included work,his parents etc.
I used sex as a mechanism to calm him down and sooth him . This was a win- win situation for both of us. Sex helped him relax and sleep like a baby whereas it helped me remain sane.
I have never cheated on my husband but have had thoughts and fantasies.
I have also executed harmless fantasies like parading naked in a motel lobby (It was the mid 80's)
I renounced my sex life at the age of 38 to work for the betterment of the poor and the needy.
I believe every one has a past that they are not proud of. But as a human everyone has a chance in life to rectify his/her mistakes and pray for strength to move on life.
