It's been quite a few years, but especially these last few months. I'll just sum up the months from January to now:
- My father (ex-cop) went to jail as a sex offender
- Had to deal with the media frenzy in a small town
- My parents divorced
- My mom moved far away
- My usually sweet husband started struggling with his temper and started showing signs of getting abusive.
- I almost left him, but he's getting counceling with our pastor now.
and now, the newest...
- My best friend, closer than a sister of 20 years, suddenly died of a brain anyeurism. She was only 29 years old and leaves behind five beautiful little girls, the youngest of which is only 2 weeks old. I miss her so badly. She was my sister, my friend and my closest confidant. We spoke to each other daily and didn't even go food shopping without each other.
I am filled with grief. These last few months have left me emotionally battered and stressed so badly, I walk around with raw nerves. My brain has shut down, so when I'm asked to make a decision, I can't seem to even think! I'm overwhelmed. I have two small children, ages 4 and 1 and am 8 months pregnant with my third.
Please pray. All this in just six months! I know God won't give us more than we can handle, but it's scary what we can handle.
- My father (ex-cop) went to jail as a sex offender
- Had to deal with the media frenzy in a small town
- My parents divorced
- My mom moved far away
- My usually sweet husband started struggling with his temper and started showing signs of getting abusive.
- I almost left him, but he's getting counceling with our pastor now.
and now, the newest...
- My best friend, closer than a sister of 20 years, suddenly died of a brain anyeurism. She was only 29 years old and leaves behind five beautiful little girls, the youngest of which is only 2 weeks old. I miss her so badly. She was my sister, my friend and my closest confidant. We spoke to each other daily and didn't even go food shopping without each other.
I am filled with grief. These last few months have left me emotionally battered and stressed so badly, I walk around with raw nerves. My brain has shut down, so when I'm asked to make a decision, I can't seem to even think! I'm overwhelmed. I have two small children, ages 4 and 1 and am 8 months pregnant with my third.
Please pray. All this in just six months! I know God won't give us more than we can handle, but it's scary what we can handle.
