Basically that is my question. I don't want to start a big debate on the female role in the church but here is my story.
About a year after I was saved, around 16, I feel I got a call to preach. My father was the minister of a small church and someone was visiting our house to get his advice. Normally, I didn't pay attention to what was being said out of respect for privacy or lack of interest but that day I did. I was in my room, but I could still hear what was going on, and this man was telling my father that he believed that he was called to preach. Out of the blue....I believe God spoke to me and said "That Is What I Want You To Do. Right away I was like oh God please no because I had this image of what a preachers life was like at the time. Boring, no fun, all ways have to be perfect, very hard work, etc.
A few days later though my family and my husband(who way my boyfriend at the time) were having dinner. My dad starts telling me about a dream he had where I was preaching in a church and my husband was in the pew praising God. My dad, who is a baptist and generally doesn't believe in women ministers, said that he wasn't sure if it was suppose to be my husband preaching and me praising. Right away though I knew it was true.
Since then however I strayed from God. Now though I have repented and tried to start living the Christian life again. I have since lost contact with my dad (long and unrelated story). I just don't know where to turn or what to do because most of the churches in my area feel about women and ministry the same way my dad's denomination does.
Sorry for such a long post. I would appreciate any advice.
Thanks
About a year after I was saved, around 16, I feel I got a call to preach. My father was the minister of a small church and someone was visiting our house to get his advice. Normally, I didn't pay attention to what was being said out of respect for privacy or lack of interest but that day I did. I was in my room, but I could still hear what was going on, and this man was telling my father that he believed that he was called to preach. Out of the blue....I believe God spoke to me and said "That Is What I Want You To Do. Right away I was like oh God please no because I had this image of what a preachers life was like at the time. Boring, no fun, all ways have to be perfect, very hard work, etc.
A few days later though my family and my husband(who way my boyfriend at the time) were having dinner. My dad starts telling me about a dream he had where I was preaching in a church and my husband was in the pew praising God. My dad, who is a baptist and generally doesn't believe in women ministers, said that he wasn't sure if it was suppose to be my husband preaching and me praising. Right away though I knew it was true.
Since then however I strayed from God. Now though I have repented and tried to start living the Christian life again. I have since lost contact with my dad (long and unrelated story). I just don't know where to turn or what to do because most of the churches in my area feel about women and ministry the same way my dad's denomination does.
Sorry for such a long post. I would appreciate any advice.
Thanks