I need more prayer please. This time it is for me. I need God to change some things in me. I am still having a hard time with my new in laws. My very first intro, they were all at one time or another telling me how much they all missed "Chrissy". Davids exwife... I wasn't saved then, and had some feelings build up in their towards some of them, that I'm just discovering, as I am preparing for their visit tomorrow through Monday. They also show great favortism towards my two stepsons and feels like they blatantly ignore and leave out Davids new children. And because theres another story there too...it is very hard for me, and I even find myself feeling things towards my stepsons that I shouldn't. I feel awful inside and pretty miserable right this moment. I try to talk to David and the words somehow seem to never come out right, and we both end up getting hurt. So...please pray for me. For God to change my heart, and for once, maybe to do it in my time? Not his? Is that wrong? I want to enjoy this weekend, and I don't want to feel like the outsider in my own home.
Thankyou, Lori
Thankyou, Lori

