Well, I was struggling with some intrusive thoughts tonight. And at one point I think I made a vow not to look at any porn or else my salvation is lost.
Once I became more aware about it. I prayed to God to release me from that vow and forgive me for making it (because it's one of those things I struggle with and I don't think I can do it, let alone for days on end--I know it's sad and pathetic).
Well, I renounced the vow and apologized to God. And then I looked at porn. And now I still feel that I'm held to that vow. In some ways, this sounds silly and sad--but would God hold me to that vow?
-Hermit
Once I became more aware about it. I prayed to God to release me from that vow and forgive me for making it (because it's one of those things I struggle with and I don't think I can do it, let alone for days on end--I know it's sad and pathetic).
Well, I renounced the vow and apologized to God. And then I looked at porn. And now I still feel that I'm held to that vow. In some ways, this sounds silly and sad--but would God hold me to that vow?
-Hermit
