- Feb 24, 2004
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In 2011, I gave up cigarettes (thirty years of smoking). Five years later, I started smoking a few cigars.
2 years after that, I found myself smoking nearly a packet a day of cigarettes. One year of smoking cigarettes, again, and now I'm three days with no cigarettes.
It always surprises me how difficult and also how easy it can be. If my mind is not ready for it, I can't stop.
During this week, I decided to express my frustrations, fears and hopelessness in prayer. A vocalized prayer in my car as I drove home from work. I'd been relating to a good friend about some difficulties I had been having breathing. He said, "Well you know there is only one way to fix that. All other ways are just lies you are telling yourself." I nodded in agreement, and didn't try to make excuses. There was only one way forward.
I pray everyone who is struggling with addiction will find release. Thank God today for his blessing.
2 years after that, I found myself smoking nearly a packet a day of cigarettes. One year of smoking cigarettes, again, and now I'm three days with no cigarettes.
It always surprises me how difficult and also how easy it can be. If my mind is not ready for it, I can't stop.
During this week, I decided to express my frustrations, fears and hopelessness in prayer. A vocalized prayer in my car as I drove home from work. I'd been relating to a good friend about some difficulties I had been having breathing. He said, "Well you know there is only one way to fix that. All other ways are just lies you are telling yourself." I nodded in agreement, and didn't try to make excuses. There was only one way forward.
I pray everyone who is struggling with addiction will find release. Thank God today for his blessing.