The Writing Journey

[Christianfantasy]

A few years ago I wrote a fantasy novel I thought was very good. I passed it around to numerous beta readers, and with one notable exception the feedback was extremely enthusiastic. I queried it to an agent, and she wrote back and asked to see two excerpts. I sent them, and waited. She responded that she was looking for a more strongly written story. I was devastated! I doubted myself, my writing ability, my call from God (to write), etc. etc. It was a difficult experience.

Now that time has passed I realize that that agent did me a huge favor. My characters and plot were strong, but my writing really was weak! I have since improved a massive amount, and I am in the process of querying again. What I would like to know is, has anyone else had a similar experience? Did you once think your writing was great, and have to find out the hard way that you needed improvement? If so, where in the process are you today? Do you look back, as I do, on what at one time seemed a calamity but in retrospect looks like a truly wonderful blessing?

 

[Doubtless]

Actually, I think I'm the opposite, in a way, and yet the same.

I love to write, and dream of publishing my own works, but I often doubt my own writing skills, because I don't like anything that isn't epic or important. I can't just write a story in the hopes that it will be published and sell a thousand copies or something; I have high expectations for myself and my writing, and what I write must be the best. I won't settle for anything less than an international phenomenon (sp?). That's just the way I am.

On the other hand, I've submitted a few short stories that I did just for the purpose of raising money for me to be able to publish my other works when they are finished to some publishers via the internet, including Skysong and AMG publishers. When I was turned down, I didn't really get depressed or anything, but it was rather agitating. I need the money, and until I can be sure of getting a job, I'll have no other way of getting it.

Well, that was a long story. Sorry.

 

[Christianfantasy]

Hi, Doubtless. Your writing experiences are very interesting, and very familiar. It's difficult to get published. In many ways there's more competition now than ever. I have read some frustrated editor comments to the effect of, 'with this many people writing, there must be at least A FEW who are reading.' The point being, some editors actually receive more queries than subscriptions. Perseverance is a big part of the key to breaking through. That, plus making sure that your stories (1) snag the readers' attention up front, and (2) give them enough subsequent pleasure that they want to read more. Anyway, I hope and pray all your writing dreams come true. Your dedication and enthusiasm are inspiring!

 

[BeauxReflets]

Getting published is easier these days via POD orientated technology - The hardest thing is marketing and distribution - though a few friends of mine are making great inroads through sheer determination

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