It's a confusing grip to get a hold of
But I mastered it finally
Clutching on until the cold air comes my way
Suffering in vertigo I will lay
And there I go again
Pretending to pretend
Starving for attention
And running away into a pale breeze
A chance to choke but instead I squeeze
All the hugs that can't comfort me
Will you edify something new for me?
Perhaps a chance to get out of my cocoon
Or a path to run to you
The end can't come too soon
Fast enough to see you
Fast enough to meet you
And please comfort me when I come
Please cover my eyes from the sun
In your embrace I can be a child
A child I never was
Pretending to pretend
Waiting for him to come home again
Will it be all right?
Who will get out alive this time?
I always knew the answer
But the question only came after
But I mastered it finally
Clutching on until the cold air comes my way
Suffering in vertigo I will lay
And there I go again
Pretending to pretend
Starving for attention
And running away into a pale breeze
A chance to choke but instead I squeeze
All the hugs that can't comfort me
Will you edify something new for me?
Perhaps a chance to get out of my cocoon
Or a path to run to you
The end can't come too soon
Fast enough to see you
Fast enough to meet you
And please comfort me when I come
Please cover my eyes from the sun
In your embrace I can be a child
A child I never was
Pretending to pretend
Waiting for him to come home again
Will it be all right?
Who will get out alive this time?
I always knew the answer
But the question only came after