To everyone,
I don't know were to begine? I am at a total loss for words
everyday is the same. repetitive actions with the hope of diffrent outcome is insanity I hate it. With the courusing guitar rif from My Cemical romance's Ghost of you haunting me.
Their is anything left of me? Incapasatated with guilt and anxiety I feel my life is over. I don't know what to do?
My wife, My love, I think about her everyday.
She is the woman of my dreams She is beautiful
My own living renaissance painting.
My love is a unquenchable fire for her deep with in me
To love her to walk the earth let nothing stand in my way
"If God is for me? Then who will be aganst me?"
My marrage, chains that bind me She needs more care then I can give her It is distroying me. She refuses to get help -everyday is same every three months we have the same fight verbatium I sound like a broken record I can't take it anymore she won't talk to me about her problems
she says it is embarasing to talk to me about them.
Besides God who would be just as willing to listen to her? All I want is her to do is try to get help and reasure
me.
I can't take it anymore I want to let her go, divorce?
Well we are living in sin now. we have been married two years we have never been happy with each other. It started the day of our wedding I am still waiting, with open arms. Now I have told her I want a divorce. we cried for a few hours and now I am happy with the way we are living no fighting or loving each other we talk to each other nicely and to the point. Also the dog is still happy. I just don't know what to do? -Bent
P.S. I know my conduct is not as christ like as it could be I am sorry for that and I hope someone can learn from my mistakes. So this is my last post of me writing with a lack of biblical disapline
I don't know were to begine? I am at a total loss for words
everyday is the same. repetitive actions with the hope of diffrent outcome is insanity I hate it. With the courusing guitar rif from My Cemical romance's Ghost of you haunting me.
Their is anything left of me? Incapasatated with guilt and anxiety I feel my life is over. I don't know what to do?
My wife, My love, I think about her everyday.
She is the woman of my dreams She is beautiful
My own living renaissance painting.
My love is a unquenchable fire for her deep with in me
To love her to walk the earth let nothing stand in my way
"If God is for me? Then who will be aganst me?"
My marrage, chains that bind me She needs more care then I can give her It is distroying me. She refuses to get help -everyday is same every three months we have the same fight verbatium I sound like a broken record I can't take it anymore she won't talk to me about her problems
she says it is embarasing to talk to me about them.
Besides God who would be just as willing to listen to her? All I want is her to do is try to get help and reasure
me.
I can't take it anymore I want to let her go, divorce?
Well we are living in sin now. we have been married two years we have never been happy with each other. It started the day of our wedding I am still waiting, with open arms. Now I have told her I want a divorce. we cried for a few hours and now I am happy with the way we are living no fighting or loving each other we talk to each other nicely and to the point. Also the dog is still happy. I just don't know what to do? -Bent
P.S. I know my conduct is not as christ like as it could be I am sorry for that and I hope someone can learn from my mistakes. So this is my last post of me writing with a lack of biblical disapline
