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Basicially, I think I have bipolar. My p-doc's surpervisor was concerned about it being a possibility. I didn't think so at first but now I really do. My p-doc has been trying to monitor it so that she could tell if it was bipolar or not but I haven't slept in days and my moods are not steady at all...Crystal...it will be ok but your hope and trust in HIM and let them give you what you need to make you better.
You are not a hypocrite you are young scared and confused and need better guidance I pray you will come back to us so we can be here for you.
With love and affection mom.
Thanks MellieOH AP! What is up sweetie. Trust me, I have had my times of feeling like you do. In fact, I do a bit now. I want to press in to God and something seems to stop it. I know how you are feeling. (((hugs)))
Crystal....I know what you know....and no one is worthy of being Gods child NO ONE that is why Jesus died for us on the cross. I KNOW YOU Crystal I am you do you understand..I am you ...I have been there YOU are just like ME do you hear what I am saying...I see through everything you are and I do not love you any less cause God our Father does not love you any less.Basicially, I think I have bipolar. My p-doc's surpervisor was concerned about it being a possibility. I didn't think so at first but now I really do. My p-doc has been trying to monitor it so that she could tell if it was bipolar or not but I haven't slept in days and my moods are not steady at all...I'm just tired of this . I think its making me sick physically. I've been achy and had a stomach ache for like 2 or more days now and my thyroid levels are reg (have hypothyroidism which affects the body). I'm starting to get bags under my eyes!!! I'm on ambien for sleep but its not getting much better and my depression meds have been upped but its not getting much better either. Mom, if you really knew the stuff I do.. yes I am. I dont deserve to be God's child.
I posted for you honey and have you covered.Okay ladies, I have a situation that needs immediate prayer, please pray. I will explain later.
Wow... I'm just trying to tell you guys whats going on and how I'm feeling.. You told me to come back so you guys could be here for me and thats what I'm trying to do. YES I HEAR YOU LOUD AND CLEAR!Crystal....I know what you know....and no one is worthy of being Gods child NO ONE that is why Jesus died for us on the cross. I KNOW YOU Crystal I am you do you understand..I am you ...I have been there YOU are just like ME do you hear what I am saying...I see through everything you are and I do not love you any less cause God our Father does not love you any less.
Let Him love you and heal you it is not any easy road. Your guilt is killing you. Your fear of letting go of what you want is killing you. I KNOW do you hear me I HAVE BEEN THERE. And have been healed and released of bondage... YOU were not sent to me by chance...now let the pain go...and don't stop loving Him and don't run from Him because He will not let go.
Crystal when you are ready we can talk in person over the phone. In your time and HIS but no games. And no more acting out ...you need to submit to your Fathers will for your life...I know that will not be easy but who said it was supposed to be.
I care I understand and I am here for you always.
G
Good!!! NOW YOU KNOW...so let me know when you want to talk.Wow... I'm just trying to tell you guys whats going on and how I'm feeling.. You told me to come back so you guys could be here for me and thats what I'm trying to do. YES I HEAR YOU LOUD AND CLEAR!
Ugh... I'm scared you might tell me off on the phone LOLGood!!! NOW YOU KNOW...so let me know when you want to talk.
G
Crystal I'm BI-POLAR get it now... among the many other things....it is not a big deal and YES you will get through it and start again...make Jesus your focus and center ...Ugh... I'm scared you might tell me off on the phone LOLbut someday I will most likely when I get to mercy.. I wrote a poem about that called A New Place. I still haven't slept... what should I do about this?? I'm scared.. bipolar can be really bad.. How am I supposed to start again w/ God?
I know you are.. but this is NEW for me. Thanks for the encouragement..Crystal I'm BI-POLAR get it now... among the many other things....it is not a big deal and YES you will get through it and start again...make Jesus your focus and center ...
I repeat this verse again that God gave me last night...
"Perfect love cast out all fear."
It will be ok.
Love you honey.
G
Crystal....honey it isn't new you have had it your whole life...now you know what it is and it can be treated don't you see how wondeful that is you know you are not crazy what is wrong with you can be defined and worked on this is a blessing...do you understand.I know you are.. but this is NEW for me. Thanks for the encouragement..I'm going to lay down now.. I might be back later.
Um... I'm confused.. how do you figure?? I'm not even sure this is what I have yet. I love you guys too..Crystal....honey it isn't new you have had it your whole life...now you know what it is and it can be treated don't you see how wondeful that is you know you are not crazy what is wrong with you can be defined and worked on this is a blessing...do you understand.
Gabs hugs Crys....we love you...I love you ...GOD loves
you.
'nough said!FOR you Miss Gabmesiter!
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