The Jealousy Prayer

[IzZyBeLLa]

dear lord
i dont want this feeling of jealousy inside of me
this feeling called jealousy
when im feeling it its like its eating me alive
it makes me wanna run away and hide
hide from everyone and everythin
to avoid all the pain and anger it can bring

i despize this feeling
this feeling of jealousy
it makes my blood boil and i feel like rippin something apart
with all this pain in my heart
i wish i cudve avoided it from the start
but its like i cant control it
i cant help but be mad
be mad at him
be mad at her
be mad my damn self for feeling this way

all i want is fro it to go away
but it wont soo all i have left to do is kneel down and pray
pray to you my lord
to lift this feeling and pain before it drives me insane
and to return the glow of happiness back into my eyes

oh lord do u hear my cries?
do you?
do u see what this feeling of jealousy is doing to me?
lord just put the tranquility back into my soul
i put everything in your control
to renew me and make me feel whole
one more thing i ask of u is to help me see
to see and feel happy even if he's not for ME!!!!!!

AMEN

 

[Joven]

I'm speechless...