The Healing Process

[Mayflower1]

Much stuff has happened since last year. Memories came back from my abuse, we moved 3 times in the same year, depression, attempts to do something I shouldn't because of what Christ did for me...

I just can't help to look back and think on how much strength and faith I have got from all of this. God has been taking my broken heart and He has slowly been putting it back together. It is so much better then before though in my opinion... I have had to step out of my comfort zone and draw closer to God. I have learned to turn to Him for everything... He holds me so close in His arms and I just feel so protected...

I have grown closer to my Mom, I have discovered what a forum was, I am learning so gently how much I am really worth. Christ payed so much for me and for a while there, nothing is all I could think of when my name came to mind.

I have sinned, God has forgiven me. I have fallen, Christ has caught me in His arms... I just feel so blessed.

Yes, it isn't over. I am fixing to have an MRI to see if I have a brain tumor, I see my sixth therapist Monday because my other thinks I might have dissociation...

Through it all though, I am still alive and I can think God for that. I just know that I would be dead a long time ago if He wasn't there comforting me. He is the reason my life's worth living. Not only that the single verse constantly pops into my head;

"I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me." Phillippians 4:13

My Mom will be fine with her cancer, and I will be fine too because Christ just keeps strengthening me when I am down. He is so wonderful and I just have so much to be thankful for!!!!!!! Lily00

 

[Kaza]

Thats beautiful, and so encouraging for me. I don't suffer with cancer or anything like that. But to see a strong women of GOD going though all these things. Wow I already admire you.
Thank you, coz I needed to here that. You are a true blessing.

 

[Joyfulsoul]

I hope everything goes well for you with your tests. Thank you for sharing. God has many special plans for your life. God bless you!!!