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For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places. Ephesians 6:12
I desperately need freedom. I've been in spiritual chains.
What do you do when you want to serve God with all your might, with all that you are...
But you keep feeling trapped?
I have been waiting on the Lord...
for a new job.
My boyfriend who has been my financial provider while I am unemployed has been verbally abusing me, coercing me into lying on my resume due to a "which comes first the chicken or the egg" issue about getting into a new field.
He threatens to kick me out on the street. I have applied to every single type of job that I am way over qualified for and qualified for. Now the duress goes on. He is pretty much FORCING ME to lie, create a resume with a fake job at his company. I don't want to go through with this. I have been struggling.
I want to be in the way of truth and god's grace. I do not want to lie.
Why is this happening to me? God, why? God knows I have been waiting on the Lord...in proverbs...clinging...waiting. It has been since 2009 that I have struggled financially.
The guy won't marry me either and blames it on my "inabilities". I have been trapped. I have been praying for Lord Jesus to please save me, reach right in and get me out of this mess only by god's mercy. But why mercy onme..I went "with an angry man" as God warns against in proverbs. It's a compounding problem that I am desperately praying God extract me from.
Please pray for me. I want to be a good person, choosing right, the way of love and truth. I am scared to get out of this I will tarnish myself further. If by God's grace I can be lifted out, I promise Lord God I will keep thy word and never again go with an angry person. I can see now, the folly...the worsening of this condition. Please forgive me...how to get out is only what god knows...for it will be by god alone...I surrender...I don't know how to...
Lifting up all requests during prayer time at 1:15pm on BBN.... God is GOOD!
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