hello. i am 22 years old and have been medicated for manic depression and a few other mental illnesses since i was 12 years old. i have practically lived my whole life medicated, almost half. i became a christian at 20 years old after a religion experience. i was hospitalized in feb after a suicide attempt and my general health was tested and i described a few things to them that i had been experiencing and they wanted to do testing on it after i was moved to a normal floor after ICU. i was brought into the doctors office two months later and was shown results of a few x-rays and blood work. my doctor lit up the x-rays and circled my colon and the cancer that had been causing me my symptoms. apparently at the time the tests were done the cancer was already stage 3. we discussed options but he informed me that chemo would only add 3 to four months. i returned after a few new symptoms and apparently the cancer has spread into my stomach and lungs. lungs is not smoking related. now im not interested really in statistics but in feb. i decided to take myself of my medications before i found out i was ill. after hearing all the options i decided that i am going to continue this path of not taking any medications or any of the treatments that might make me more comfortable or to basically prolong the process. in feb i decided that i was going to trust god and nothing has changed.
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