Temptations of SI

[Jclovesu]

I know everyone goes through hard times in life, some times it seems harder on some people, and easier on others.
At least once a week, maybe more depending on events... i lock myself in my room, i become miserable, and feel alone, i get tempted just to go insane, and wild, and just do something so so harmful to myself, and im continuing to fight it off, i need some strength to continue this fight, and take away this pain, im asking you to please pray for me, i dont want to feel like this anymore, im sick of battling.
Sometimes i find it hard to talk to certain people about SI because they tell me its stupid, pointless and sinfull, they tell me they have gone through it before, etc, but it doesnt make me feel any better and only worse, can you please pray for me to continue this battle.
I JUST WANT IT TO STOP!!


'Jc

 

[always_hope]

I am praying for your right now.

 

[Jclovesu]

Thanks for those who read, posted, and prayed.
Im still battling, but it's feeling like a much lighter load... thank you all very much
God Bless


'Jc

 

[luv4godremains]

hey, I'm praying for ya! hope you feel better soon hun, pm me if ya ever wanna chat bout anything!

 

[Mr.Cheese]

*hug*
I don't think it's stupid, pointless, or sinful.

 

[Jclovesu]

Thank you.
Thanks also Mr.cheese it means alot to me
As for the support its really starting to pick up i havent had a SI thought for maybe a week or longer, even when ive been sad, thats the cutting myself issue, but as for suicide, its come up once or twice, but i now have the strength to overcome it, as much as i think about it.
thanks for the support, its really starting to help me, i love you all
*HuGz*



'Jc

 

[NinadeDios777]

you got a prayer from me hun *hugs*

 

[Jclovesu]

Hey guys... I've got some bad news...
You can proberbly imagine, well i tried again ...
Lucky that the thing i tried using was blunt...
But its driving me insane... i try so hard not to, but its just urghh!!
thnx everyone


Jc'

 

[Jclovesu]

I've got some bad news guys...
I tried again I dont know what came over me...
I just felt like i was going insane, i couldnt deal with anything.
Im just glad that when i relised the thing i tried to use was blunt i stopped.
Im proud to say though this is the first time in maybe since i started this post that i have tried to cut.
The support was great guys thanks alot.
We'll ill try not to anymore...


Jc'

 

[Jclovesu]

Sorry double post there ^^^ I didnt
try twice, just once... so dont get confused there.