- Oct 15, 2022
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- Country
- United States
- Gender
- Female
- Faith
- Christian
- Marital Status
- Single
So to make an extremely long story short. Since I was around 5 or 6 years old I've been masturbating. I was exposed at a very young age and I was touched around that age by another child who was also a female( i didnt know at the time that she was being SA at that time until years later). I was touched again around 9 and 10 by another child who wss female. I am now 32. I was hard core with it and watching Corn in my high school years. When I got saved in 2012 I slowed down on it. Now as my relationship with Christ has deepened I've went from masturbating multiple times a day and watching corn to once maybe every other month. I stopped watching corn completely in 2020. I want to be fully healed and delivered from this because I am not getting any pleasure or satisfaction from it any longer and number one I know it's not pleasing to the Lord. I'm single and have been abstinant (no penetration) for 12 years. It seems like my urges are becoming stronger as I age. I would love some prayers! Also has anyone else gone or is going through this? I know this is a very taboo topic. Especially coming from a woman