Hello,
For the last 12 days I have been in a serious depression. I have been a Christian since I was 11. Recently, my husband and I have become very devoted in our church, and I was being led to really step up to do God's work.
Out of the clear blue one day, this thought popped into my head that scared the life out of me. The thought was what if God isn't really there. I have always believed 100% in God, but I can't shake this thought from my mind. My husband said it is normal for people to doubt from time to time, but this has really hit me in my core. I know this is an attack from satan to bring me down, and I don't want that to happen, but I have become so riddled with fear and depression. I don't feel that God is with me anymore, and am afraid of going to hell for having this thought. I need help, advice, and prayer really bad! I feel like this depression is hindering me spiritually, and I desperately want to break free from it. My faith is so little right now. I need people to intercede for me, and ask the Lord to give me strength to overcome this horrible thing that has befallen me. I absolutely do not want satan to win and i'm terrified of going to hell. Someone please help!:o
For the last 12 days I have been in a serious depression. I have been a Christian since I was 11. Recently, my husband and I have become very devoted in our church, and I was being led to really step up to do God's work.
Out of the clear blue one day, this thought popped into my head that scared the life out of me. The thought was what if God isn't really there. I have always believed 100% in God, but I can't shake this thought from my mind. My husband said it is normal for people to doubt from time to time, but this has really hit me in my core. I know this is an attack from satan to bring me down, and I don't want that to happen, but I have become so riddled with fear and depression. I don't feel that God is with me anymore, and am afraid of going to hell for having this thought. I need help, advice, and prayer really bad! I feel like this depression is hindering me spiritually, and I desperately want to break free from it. My faith is so little right now. I need people to intercede for me, and ask the Lord to give me strength to overcome this horrible thing that has befallen me. I absolutely do not want satan to win and i'm terrified of going to hell. Someone please help!:o