New to posting forums and such, but have been told this can be helpful.
i struggle with porn, and all the negatives that come with it. lying, shame, guilt. thinking deviantly, acting rude, angry at the people that actually care about me. being defensive, combative. I am realizing i have a selfish attitude and feel entitled to what i want when i want it. and this way of thinking isnt acceptable for a relationship with a spouse, family or even friends. i'm seeking to better myself and change my beliefs so my thoughts will change followed by my actions. i know i wasnt born evil....i just let society corrupt me by not being strong enough. im working to gain strenght that i am told and struggle to believe due to excessively high pride that i must put it in gods hands....strenght in jesus. with his strenght and guidance i will overcome.
i struggle with porn, and all the negatives that come with it. lying, shame, guilt. thinking deviantly, acting rude, angry at the people that actually care about me. being defensive, combative. I am realizing i have a selfish attitude and feel entitled to what i want when i want it. and this way of thinking isnt acceptable for a relationship with a spouse, family or even friends. i'm seeking to better myself and change my beliefs so my thoughts will change followed by my actions. i know i wasnt born evil....i just let society corrupt me by not being strong enough. im working to gain strenght that i am told and struggle to believe due to excessively high pride that i must put it in gods hands....strenght in jesus. with his strenght and guidance i will overcome.
