Hiya chaps, I'm new to the board. Please spare me a moment's prayer.
My girlfriend of two years recently found out that I had kissed a few other girls during our relationship. I know that it is unacceptable and I have been praying for forgiveness. My parents split up see and I was going through a strange period of my life, wanting to get back in with my mates and be a 'lad'. We were so close and could share everything with each other, but now I have completely messed things up and she won't even give me a second thought.
I love this girl with all my heart and always would, and always will, do anything for her. The seperation has broken my heart and I am now one lonely guy with seemingly nothing.
I went on a Christian camp over the weekend and tried desperately to rekindle by faith. I suppose it has worked and I do feel better for it, but my moments of depression are getting deaper and I have started to use alcohol and cannabis excessively again.
I know this is entirely selfish, but I urge you to pray that Amy's heart may be filled with forgiveness. I have been praying earnestly and expectedly for this but she is just not interested. She was everything to me and I am desperate to make things up. Please also pray that I may feel a little more useful to the world because at the moment I feel like an absolute outsider to everything.
Please guys.
Cheers. Praise be to God.
My girlfriend of two years recently found out that I had kissed a few other girls during our relationship. I know that it is unacceptable and I have been praying for forgiveness. My parents split up see and I was going through a strange period of my life, wanting to get back in with my mates and be a 'lad'. We were so close and could share everything with each other, but now I have completely messed things up and she won't even give me a second thought.
I love this girl with all my heart and always would, and always will, do anything for her. The seperation has broken my heart and I am now one lonely guy with seemingly nothing.
I went on a Christian camp over the weekend and tried desperately to rekindle by faith. I suppose it has worked and I do feel better for it, but my moments of depression are getting deaper and I have started to use alcohol and cannabis excessively again.
I know this is entirely selfish, but I urge you to pray that Amy's heart may be filled with forgiveness. I have been praying earnestly and expectedly for this but she is just not interested. She was everything to me and I am desperate to make things up. Please also pray that I may feel a little more useful to the world because at the moment I feel like an absolute outsider to everything.
Please guys.
Cheers. Praise be to God.
