For personal reasons, I wanted to lie to my brother for some benefit of mine. Maybe Some random thoughts were made to God like "i will lie to my brother" . I think I was saying it in order not to feel anxious while I will be saying the lie. 
 
I decided not to lie. and my ocd is telling stuff like "what if you made a promise to God to lie? maybe its better to lie and apologise than break a maybe promise"
I do not feel well now. the problem is I cant remember what my thoughts were exactly.
			
			I decided not to lie. and my ocd is telling stuff like "what if you made a promise to God to lie? maybe its better to lie and apologise than break a maybe promise"
I do not feel well now. the problem is I cant remember what my thoughts were exactly.
 
				
		 
 
		 
					 
 
		
 
	 
 
		 
 
		