my mom and step-father haven't taken to dearly to the diagnosis or the meds, and now they want to take my care into their hands. seriously. they don't trust the medical field when it doesn't agree with them. my step-father is reading up about lithium and doesn't like what he reads, and wants to wean me off of it by the time i go back to school in the fall. it's like they now self-appointed psychiatrists, who can decide what's good and bad.
my mom asked me to ask my psychiatrist how to wean off lithium, and has been asking me to ask for every single appointment... i don't even bother wasting a breathe because he's not going to tell me. and it's not like he's just any doctor... his business card is full of the titles of offices he holds among a handful of hospitals. that doc actually wants me to take more meds, because i'm actually below the minimum dosage.
i'm like being pull back and forth, and right now i'm really weak from getting over the flu so i'm taking a time out. i sure this would be a lot clearer if i have had a long history of the bipolar disorder. but i don't. just one episode because of a lot of stress and isolation. one episode and i'm thrust into this world. so on one hand, it may never happen again, which is where my parents stand, or it may happen again, where my doc is.

my mom asked me to ask my psychiatrist how to wean off lithium, and has been asking me to ask for every single appointment... i don't even bother wasting a breathe because he's not going to tell me. and it's not like he's just any doctor... his business card is full of the titles of offices he holds among a handful of hospitals. that doc actually wants me to take more meds, because i'm actually below the minimum dosage.
i'm like being pull back and forth, and right now i'm really weak from getting over the flu so i'm taking a time out. i sure this would be a lot clearer if i have had a long history of the bipolar disorder. but i don't. just one episode because of a lot of stress and isolation. one episode and i'm thrust into this world. so on one hand, it may never happen again, which is where my parents stand, or it may happen again, where my doc is.
