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Principals Courtesy of, Pastor Gary and Jesus Magazine 1998-2004 Thanks Guys, these will lead people to Christ...

Modern Day Christian Stories Courtesy of Google 1994-2004

Notes to Cite things thanks to Paladin Valer, Bizzlebin Imperatoris, and Seebs. Thanks guys.

Prayer Courtesy Serapha. Thank you.

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Jesus. Christians have been filled with him. We have accepted him. And as such we are filled with the Holy Spirit. It is powerful. When the Holy Spirit comes to you, it's incredible. Can anyone else say that the leader of their religion has come to them in spirit. Can anyone else say that their leader has come to them in spirit, and made them raise their hands, or fall to their knees, or Cry out to them. Can any other religion say that they fall daily to their God, like we do, and when they do, they feel a spirit envelope them fully. They might fall, but does a spirit come after. We fall, and we cry "My lord and my God." We fall to out knees and shout to the heavens, because of God, and he comes.

God loves you, and wants you to be with him more than anything ever. And so when you sinned that created a gap, that he filled with his son. Jesus. He beat the devil, and as such we can live in him, through one man. One man that challenged a nation. That literally sent the world careening out of control.

The Man Who Challenged a Nation!!_______

Was Jesus Just a great moral teacher or was Jesus something more?

Some people claim he's a great teacher. Others think he's a prophet. Some dismiss him as a liar or even a madman (You know who you are.) Millions hail him as Savior and Lord. Some die for him daily, because they believe so strongly, or have been so radically changed through him, that they proclaim his name loudly, everywhere. Whatever people think of him, nobody can deny that he stands at the very crux of human history.

The biblical record of his life shows that Jesus was born to a virgin, which to the Human mind is Physically impossible, but not through God. For some hardcore Atheists, they're thinking, right there another reason it's impossible. NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE FOR GOD!! After he was born, he lived a sinless life, taught throughout Palestine for about three years, was crucified and then rose back to life three days after his death. For those who believe something else. Can you say your leader rose from the dead? Can you say your leader, performed miraculous miracles that astounded generations. Can you say your leader exists any moer than ours. Buddhists, have you ever met Buddha. Confuciousts, what about you? HAve Muslims ever met Muhammad, or Allah? You don't know he even lived, nor do you know he exists. You live by faith Just like we do, about your religion. But you see, our Leader rose from the dead. OH WHAT!! You can't say that about yours. The Bible claims that more than 500 people saw him alive after this miraculous event. How could a mere man have lived such a life? The miracles Jesus performed, his death on the cross, his resurrection, his ascent to heaven--all point to the fact that he was no ordinary leader. Some people are probably thinking, or he's a leader that didn't exist at all. Well read on!

Hundreds of years before Jesus' birth, prophets predicted his coming. The Old Testament, written by many people over a period of 1,500 years, contains more than 300 such prophecies. Can you say that about anyone you know, or that about anyone in your religion? We can. All of these details came true, including his miraculous birth, his sinless life, his many miracles, his death and his resurrection.

By his own account, Jesus claimed he had the power to forgive sins, to cast out demons, and to determine people's eternal destiny. He even declared he himself was God! Which he was, and most believe him. And because they believed him, they had what I like to call A Soul REVOLUTION!!

Declaring that he was God so angered the religious and political leaders of his day that they had him crucified. For those who don't know what Crucifixion is, here's a little amount of details. They make you carry a plank of wood, attach it to another and than nail you to it, than they hang you up and let you die. But to Jesus, oh it went to another level. They whipped him, beat him, put a crown of thorns on him, and he didn't fight back. He told God to forgive them. Plus after he was dead, they speared him through the side to make sure he was dead. They buried him in a borrowed grave, and three days later, he rose from the dead.

The resurrection of Jesus is what makes Christianity unique and radically different from Hinduism, Buddhism, Confucianism, Shintoism, Judaism, and Islam. Yet again I say. No other religion can say that their leader exists anymore than ours, nor can they say that theirs rose from the dead, like ours. Now here's the thing that annoys me so. Some people, loudly proclaim that the bible is fake, and that Jesus didn't exist. And there they are, reading from their scriptures, and worshipping Muhammad, or Buddha. How do you know he existed? You live by faith. Just like us as I said. In fact, the validity of Christianity hinges on the proof of the resurrection of Jesus. If the resurrection never took place, then the Christian faith is based on a lie (Which some believe. Well to each his own) and people have no true hope for life after they die. But if it is true, then we can do nothing else but accept Jesus as Savior and Lord and receive his gift of love and forgiveness.

Throughout the centuries, most great scholars who have considered the proofs of the resurrection have believed, and still believe that Jesus is alive. You people believing another religion, cannot say that about your own. And you Atheists who have nothing to believe. Read on.

Who is Jesus of Nazareth to you?

Your life on this earth and for all of eternity is affected by your answer to this question. Find out how you can get to know Jesus Christ personally and discover what provisions he has made for you to live with him forever.

Part 2: The Radical Change__________________

Nobody has changed the world the way Jesus has. Nobody.

Throughout history, the influence Jesus had on the lives of people has never been surpassed. Not by Muhammad, Nor Buddha, nor any other religions. No other great leader has inspired so many positive changes in the lives of his followers. And by the way, Jesus and God have at least what A billion follwers. People who encounter the risen Christ are totally transformed. They stand on their rooftops and shout to the heavens. They bow down and worship Jesus at their knees. They Cry. They see what we've been trying to let them see forever. They Worship God and can finally join a true body of believers. Their outlook on life is altered forever. Staying true to their faith, they do not hesitate to face hardship, persecution and even death. And believe me when i say, many have faced death for Christ. They die in the most interesting ways too. Many consecrate their lives to serving others, minimizing their own needs and desires so that they may better serve the Lord.

Let's talk about the Christians that were around while Jesus was living and after. The First Century Christians

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Following Jesus' crucifixion, his disciples were devastated. They had forsaken him in the Garden of Gethsemane to save their own lives. Thye believed when Jesus refused to fight back and when he stoped Peter, that they would die also. They thought, there's nothing we can do. And so they fled and felt guilt for three days. But after they met the resurrected Christ, they were radically changed. Suddenly, they were willing to give their lives to tell Jesus' story to the world. Many were tortured and killed because they proclaimed Jesus was alive. As I said above. They died for something far beyond this world.

Skeptics and enemies were also transformed. Jesus' younger brother, James, A Skeptic Unbeliver - Like Atheists - didn't think Jesus was anybody special. But after his resurrected brother appeared to him, James not only believed Jesus was Lord but became the leader of the Jerusalem church and died a martyr in 62 AD.

Saul of Tarsus was the chief persecutor of early Christians. He dragged people to prison. When they did not recant their faith, he was a party to their execution. He watched them die in the way Jesus did. Which was on a Cross. Sometimes it was upside down. But he had a dramatic encounter with the risen Christ on his way to Damascus and he was transformed from Saul, the enemy of Christianity, to Paul, the main propagator of its message (Other than the disciples.) He left his position of prestige in Jewish society, to become a traveling missionary who experienced incredible suffering in order to share the love of Christ throughout the Roman empire. He shared the Love of Christ. IS that not something good to believe in. For those who are Muslims. Forgive me but, Muhammad don't love you. Allah and God are considered the same thing, so i don't know what to say. But if they're not. Allah doesn't exist, or he's dead. So he can't love you. Buddhists. Buddha's dead, he don't love you. Confucists, same thing.

Roman governor Plinius Secundus wrote in his Epistles X96 that Christians were people who loved the truth at any cost. Although he was ordered to torture and execute them for refusing to curse Jesus, he was continually amazed and impressed with their firm commitments "not to do any wicked deeds, never to commit any fraud, theft, adultery, never to falsify their word, not to deny a trust when they should be called upon to deliver it up." For centuries, true Christians around the world have stood as shining examples of the standards of truth and love established by Jesus of Nazareth. For Centuries. He Impacted Centuries of people. Centuries. He changed the world today forever. Because of his love and his compassion.

Historian Philip Schaff described the overwhelming influence which Jesus had on subsequent history and culture of the world. "This Jesus of Nazareth, without money and arms, conquered more millions than Alexander, Caesar, Mohammed, and Napoleon; without science...he shed more light on things human and divine than all philosophers and scholars combined; without the eloquence of schools, he spoke such words of life as were never spoken before or since, and produced effects which lie beyond the reach of orator or poet; without writing a single line, he set more pens in motion, and furnished themes for more sermons, orations, discussions, learned volumes, works of art, and songs of praise than the whole army of great men of ancient and modern times." He molded the world into something new and better. He had more compassion than anybody in the history of this earth. He knew more about the human Psyche than anyone. He knew peoples hearts, and he was more divine and compassionate with his love, than anyone.

Now let's talk about Modern Day Christianity

The power of Christ knows no boundary of time or space. In our own age, many skeptics have been convinced just as thoroughly their first-century counterparts. And these people were hardcore Atheists and non-believers like some reading. For example, Lew Wallace, a famous general and literary genius, was a known atheist. For two years, Wallace studied in the leading libraries of Europe and America, seeking information that would forever destroy Christianity. While writing the second chapter of a book outlining his arguments, he suddenly found himself on his knees crying out to Jesus, "My Lord and my God." He suddenly found himself on his knees crying out to Jesus, "My Lord and my God." How incredible is that. He had a Saul on his knees. Atheists, know this. The Lord is seeking you, and he is very good at hide and seek. He will find you, and you will become Lew Wallace.

When confronted by solid indisputable evidence, he could no longer deny that Jesus Christ was the Son of God. Later, Lew Wallace wrote the book Ben Hur, one of the greatest English novels ever written concerning the time of Christ.

Similarly, the late C.S. Lewis, professor at Oxford University in England, was an agnostic who denied the deity of Christ for years. But he, too, in intellectual honesty, submitted to Jesus as his God and Savior after studying the overwhelming evidence for his deity. In intellectual Honesty. C.S was a genius, when he said something. Boom it was truth. Over the years, he wrote many books to uphold the ideals of Christianity, including Mere Christianity and The Screwtape Letters.

Many other men and women in our century have dedicated their lives to spreading the Christian message, often braving torture and death. For example, one of Romania's most widely known Christian leader, Richard Wurmbrand, spent 14 years in prison and was repeatedly tortured for running the underground church under Communist rule. Even after international pressure secured his release from Romania, he continued to receive death threats from the Communist regime. But these attempts at intimidation did not silence him. He kept publicly spreading the good news of Christ. He was almost killed multiple times. Because he pulled a Jesus and shook that nation.

Similarly, in Korea, Joon Gon Kim, a well-known Christian leader, witnessed his wife and father slaughtered before his eyes by Communist sympathizers from his own village. I wouldn't really call them nice but Joon looked on them with love, while He himself was beaten senseless and left for dead. He survived the beating and asked God to give him love for the souls of his enemies. He eventually led 30 Communists to believe in Christ, including the person responsible for the death of his family members.

Not only does the love of Christ impel Christians to face persecution and death but also to work to make the world a better place. Mother Theresa was an outstanding example of a life poured in the service of Christ. Of her well-known ministry among the poor, she said: "Our work is only the expression of the love we have for God." Our work. Actions speak louder than words. You can say, i love God all you want. Do you? Do you really? Are you ready to die for him? Look in your heart and tell me honestly. Are you ready to die for him? Mother Theresa was.

Like her, many others have given their lives to serve the destitute and the outcast, either in their homeland or abroad. William and Katherine Booth, founders of the Salvation Army, believed that ministering to the poor was like ministering to Christ himself. The movement they launched enlisted the tireless efforts of enthusiastic people who wanted to make a difference in the world around them.

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All of these Christian men and women have found fulfillment and joy in following the teachings of Jesus. It doesn't have to be difficult. Jesus said, do everything with a happy and full heart. Serving Jesus is or should be a happy thing too. King David was happy at all times. Why can't we be too? They were transformed when they met Christ and yielded their lives to him. Each of them has made a positive impact on the world. They realize that agnosticism, atheism, and secular humanism hold no true answers. Christianity is still relevant to the needs of today. To read how Jesus still changes lives, Read on.

You may also wish to encounter the living God and experience His transforming power. Christ's desire is to enter your heart and give you a new life in him. To learn how to develop a personal relationship with Jesus be patient and hold on we’re getting there.

Can we still have a personal relationship with Jesus Christ today?
Is Jesus still interested in us? What does it mean to have a personal relationship with Christ, and in what way does it impact our lives? And how does someone go about making that kind of commitment?
Those are good questions, and typical of someone who understands the significance of Jesus. Some don't understand the significance of Jesus so let me shed some light upon it. Every sin you committed, he redeemed. Enough said. Here is some information to help answer these and other questions you may have about Jesus.

Because of Jesus' resurrection, his followers do not honor a dead founder
They have a vital, personal relationship with him. And you can too. Jesus Christ lives today and faithfully enriches the lives of all those who trust and obey him. That is what worhsip is for. We Bow to him and feel his presence in multiple was. From winds, to fragrances, to choirs, to dreams, to speech, to emotion, everything. Throughout the centuries, multitudes have acknowledged the worthiness of Jesus Christ, including many who have greatly influenced the world. French physicist and philosopher Blaise Pascal spoke of people's need for Jesus when he said, "There is a God-shaped vacuum in the heart of every man, which only God can fill through his Son Jesus Christ." And this man was a science man, his life was science.

WOULD YOU LIKE TO KNOW JESUS PERSONALLY?

You can! Because of God's deep love for you, he has already made all the necessary arrangements. Through the death and resurrection of Jesus Christ, you can enjoy a personal relationship. Jesus made it possible to bridge the chasm which separates us from God. And the reasons are simple. God LOVES you and created you to know Him personally. Some say, how can God love me, I've done so much wrong. They forget, the wrong they have done, has been redeemed.

In John 3:16 it says "For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life." I find this to be one of the most powerful verses in the bible. Would you give your son to die if you loved someone? He did.

Also in John 17:3 "Now this is eternal life: that they may know you, the only true God, and Jesus Christ, whom you have sent."

What prevents us from knowing God personally? There are only a few things. Our Ego, our pride, our fear, or our belief that we are unworthy. Guess what? Christians are unworthy also, but God loves us and accepts us anyway.

Some people ask why God doesn't accept us and let us be in heaven with him anyway. Well, Man is SINFUL and SEPARATED from God, so we cannot know Him personally or experience His love. Can a heavenly being, who's sinless in every way, be around those who are sinful? Guess not, otherwise God might be down here. Which is why he sent his son, in human form. We used to be able to know God directly, until Adam and Eve. We can worship him, and know him through spirit, until we are fully redeemed. So we may see him in heaven, his face. So we can see Gods face. You have to wonder what that would be like. But until than, you're still a sinner.

In Romans 3:23 it says "For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God." So so true. God does not reward sinners, unless they know they have wronged him and accept him.
Also in Romans 6:23 it says "The wages of sin is death" [spiritual separation from God]. And not just that death. When God created the earth, he created us sinless, and we did have eternal life in him already. But when we sinned, we died. And yes we would die, but it would be a long and grueling process. And so he sent his son, to forgive us our transgressions. For he is a loving God, of compassion and mercy.
Finally, in Romans 8:6-8 it says "The mind of sinful man is death, but the mind controlled by the Spirit is life and peace; the sinful mind is hostile to God. It does not submit to God's law, nor can it do so. Those controlled by the sinful nature cannot please God." I suppose that's basically enough said.

A great gulf separates man from God. Man is continually trying to reach God and establish a personal relationship with Him through human efforts, such as living a good life, philosophy, or religion. But he inevitably fails. The only way to get to heaven. Is acknowledge that you can't. Nothing you can do will get you to heaven, unless. You except you're a sinner, and acknowldge that you wish to know God personally, through his son. When you acknowledge you love him, you've been guaranteed a spot at Jesus' supper.

There is only one way to Bridge this Gulf... Jesus Christ, God's ONLY provision for man's sin. Through him alone we can know God personally and experience God's love. God loves us forever and unconditionally, so why can't we do the same.

IN Romans 5:8 it says "God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us." He died for you. Also in the bible it says, "Greater love no man has than this, that he lay down his life for his friends." Jesus is your friend, and he laid down his life for you. As such, there is no greater love.

Also in 1 Corinthians 15:3-6 it says "Christ died for our sins... he was buried... he was raised on the third day according to the scriptures... he appeared to Peter, then to the twelve. After that he appeared to more than five hundred..." After death he appeared to five hundred, and they believed so much, that they were filled with the Holy Spirit.

Finally, in John 14:6 it says "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.'" God has bridged the gulf that separates us from Him by sending His Son, Jesus Christ, to die on the cross in our place to pay the penalty for our sins. But it is not enough just to know these truths... We must individually RECEIVE Jesus Christ as Lord and Savior; then we can know God personally and experience His love. And when we know Christ, life can be all you want it to be.

In John 1:12 it says "As many as received him, to them he gave the right to become children of God, even to those who believe in his name." And even to those who scorn and hate him.

Also, in Ephesians 2:8-9 it says "For it is by grace that you have been saved, through faith. This does not depend on anything you have achieved, it is the free gift of God; and because it is not earned no one can boast about it." And if it is not earened, and it says so in Gods word, Why than do people believe it is? The only way to hevaen, is Jesus.

Receiving Christ involves turning to God from self (a spirit of repentance
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) and trusting Christ to come into our lives to forgive us of our sins and make us what he wants us to be. Just to agree intellectually that Jesus Christ is the Son of God and that he died on the cross for our sins is not enough. Nor is it enough to have an emotional experience. We receive Jesus Christ by faith, as an act of our will. And by will I mean. You want him in your life.

Jesus Christ is waiting for an invitation to come in to your life. In fact, he says, "Behold, I stand at the door and knock; if anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in" (Revelation 3:20).

Perhaps you can sense Christ knocking at the door of your heart. Or maybe you have ignored it. You can invite him in by faith right now. Some don't wish to, some are not ready. Remember, God is good at hide and seek. God knows your heart so it doesn't matter exactly what words you use. Here's a suggested prayer:

Lord Jesus, I want to know you personally. Thank you for dying on the cross for my sins. I open the door of my life to you and ask you to come in as my Savior and Lord. Take control of my life. Thank you for forgiving my sins and giving me eternal life. Make me the kind of person you want me to be and let your Spirit dwell in me :prayer: (Ending Courtesy Serapha:))

If this prayer expresses the desire of your heart, pray it right now and Jesus Christ will come into your life just as he has promised. Once you invite Christ into your life, he promises to never leave you nor forsake you no matter what you do.

My favourite Verse, Hebrews 13:5 says "God has said, 'Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you.'"

If you have prayed this or asked God to come into your life at some point in your life. I'd love to hear about it. Alright, I'm ready to be flamed.

By the way...... I'd love to meet you!! If not. Send me a Private message. :)
 
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I won't flame you, it was a very interesting and uplifting read. For the past 2 months I have been desperate (extrelemly desperate..and depressed) for God to come into my life. I read the bit above about acknowledging Jesus is not enough.

Just before coming online I was watching a show on God tv. It was a sermon about how to seek guidence when it seems like God isn't listening. This is exactly how I've been feelin for the past few months. Like I'm praying to nothing. Like God doesn't want to help me. This sermon made me realise that God doesn't have to stand in front of me and tell me what to do for me to receive His guidence. The sermon gave us 6 points, the most important of them for me being:

*Do not be pressured by inward and outward influences. The opinions on others in a given sitaution mean NOTHING. These opinions are tainted by the evil and corruption in the world. Even if this advice is from a Christain, do not accept it as it has come from a sinful man of a corrupt world. Trust only advice from Jesus who did not let himself be corruptedat any time of his life, childhood or beyond.

*Pray constantly: God does not want us to speak to Him only when we need Him. he doesn't want to hand out rewards to those who only love when in need. If you are happy with your life, take a few minutes to praise God and praise His goodness. He will then know you are with Him for spiritual purposes and not just because you really want that new car or whatever.

*Remember God's promise: he said he would help you if you only asked. That should be enough of a promise for anyone.

So, after months of continual praying I realised I was praying for the wrong thing. To cut a long story short I broke up with someone 2 months ago who I was and still am absolutley head over heels in love with. I couldn't believe god had taken him away from me and prayed constantly for Him to give this guy back to me. But then I realised, WHY am I begging God for an earthly man, and not pleading for God himself? I realised how selfish I was.

So I prayed to God and asked Him to bring Himself fully into my life. I admitted that I did still love this guy, but I can't help that. I said to God that I want Him to take charge of my life. If I am meant to be with this guy then nothing will stop it happening but if not, then by God's will there will be something better out there for me. Maybe I'm being naive, but I think that guy is the one for me. I get this feeling after finishing my prayer. God made me realise quite a few facts about my relationship with this guy:

I had applied for jobs in 4 different places and got rejected. I got a job offer from this place where-my-boyf to be worked but knocked it back. I then tried to find jobs in other places but no luck and accepted the job I had been offered. I met my boyf-to-be and liked him instantly. A year later we had decided to give things a go and it lasted 2 happy years before God decided to intervene. I guess He felt it was time I found Him instead of loving this guy more. Anyway, the first time this guy kissed me I felt something flow through me like I have never felt before or since. Imagine someone has smashed an egg on your head. It was that kind of feeling. As the feeling went from my head to my toes, it was the most warm loving feeling ever. It only happened on that one kiss. I was told constantly by this guy that I was the one for him. Maybe it was just lies on his part, but god let him say those things for a reason.

Anyway, what I'm trying to say is that God wanted me to meet this guy. He let me fall in love with him. He let us break up so that I would find God and that has happened. I said to God that I want Him to let his plan for my life go. I want to be guided by Him now. Maybe my (now) ex is still the one for me and this split is only temporary while I find God. But if he's not the one-there is someone better out there for me.

After I finished praying, I immediately felt my depression lift. I honestly feel like going out and running for miles because I have so much energy and am just so content with everything. Months of saying the wrong things to God and wondering why Jesus would not enter my life. Minutes after saying the right things, I feel like a new person. I look forward to seeing what God has planned for me. Still don't deny that i hope that my ex is the one for me, but at least now I have God sorting things out for me!
 
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I won't flame you, it was a very interesting and uplifting read. For the past 2 months I have been desperate (extrelemly desperate..and depressed) for God to come into my life. I read the bit above about acknowledging Jesus is not enough.

Just before coming online I was watching a show on God tv. It was a sermon about how to seek guidence when it seems like God isn't listening. This is exactly how I've been feelin for the past few months. Like I'm praying to nothing. Like God doesn't want to help me. This sermon made me realise that God doesn't have to stand in front of me and tell me what to do for me to receive His guidence. The sermon gave us 6 points, the most important of them for me being:

*Do not be pressured by inward and outward influences. The opinions on others in a given sitaution mean NOTHING. These opinions are tainted by the evil and corruption in the world. Even if this advice is from a Christain, do not accept it as it has come from a sinful man of a corrupt world. Trust only advice from Jesus who did not let himself be corruptedat any time of his life, childhood or beyond.

*Pray constantly: God does not want us to speak to Him only when we need Him. he doesn't want to hand out rewards to those who only love when in need. If you are happy with your life, take a few minutes to praise God and praise His goodness. He will then know you are with Him for spiritual purposes and not just because you really want that new car or whatever.

*Remember God's promise: he said he would help you if you only asked. That should be enough of a promise for anyone.

So, after months of continual praying I realised I was praying for the wrong thing. To cut a long story short I broke up with someone 2 months ago who I was and still am absolutley head over heels in love with. I couldn't believe god had taken him away from me and prayed constantly for Him to give this guy back to me. But then I realised, WHY am I begging God for an earthly man, and not pleading for God himself? I realised how selfish I was.

So I prayed to God and asked Him to bring Himself fully into my life. I admitted that I did still love this guy, but I can't help that. I said to God that I want Him to take charge of my life. If I am meant to be with this guy then nothing will stop it happening but if not, then by God's will there will be something better out there for me. Maybe I'm being naive, but I think that guy is the one for me. I get this feeling after finishing my prayer. God made me realise quite a few facts about my relationship with this guy:

I had applied for jobs in 4 different places and got rejected. I got a job offer from this place where-my-boyf to be worked but knocked it back. I then tried to find jobs in other places but no luck and accepted the job I had been offered. I met my boyf-to-be and liked him instantly. A year later we had decided to give things a go and it lasted 2 happy years before God decided to intervene. I guess He felt it was time I found Him instead of loving this guy more. Anyway, the first time this guy kissed me I felt something flow through me like I have never felt before or since. Imagine someone has smashed an egg on your head. It was that kind of feeling. As the feeling went from my head to my toes, it was the most warm loving feeling ever. It only happened on that one kiss. I was told constantly by this guy that I was the one for him. Maybe it was just lies on his part, but god let him say those things for a reason.

Anyway, what I'm trying to say is that God wanted me to meet this guy. He let me fall in love with him. He let us break up so that I would find God and that has happened. I said to God that I want Him to let his plan for my life go. I want to be guided by Him now. Maybe my (now) ex is still the one for me and this split is only temporary while I find God. But if he's not the one-there is someone better out there for me.

After I finished praying, I immediately felt my depression lift. I honestly feel like going out and running for miles because I have so much energy and am just so content with everything. Months of saying the wrong things to God and wondering why Jesus would not enter my life. Minutes after saying the right things, I feel like a new person. I look forward to seeing what God has planned for me. Still don't deny that i hope that my ex is the one for me, but at least now I have God sorting things out for me!
Well I will praise Jesus and will continue to pray for you! :prayer:
 
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Thankyou! I feel so much happier after reading your post/finally letting God take charge. There was a thread yesterday about how being Muslim is apparently the true religion. I guess the mods deleted it. Your post wipes the floor with all the arguements the other person said!
 
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Can't say that.... I don't trust everyone.
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You know I wrote it right. So coming from someone who reads my work. I'll take it as a very good Compliment. I will continue to praise Jesus and Pray to him for you. :bow: :prayer:

Your partner in prayer here.

Oh by the way. I'm writing a new one about the power of invoking the name of Jesus. That one relates to exactly what you're dealing with.
 
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