- Nov 9, 2019
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I repeatedly try to give my life to Christ. But typically, my concentration on Him, and trying to submit to Him, lasts only for a moment. Sometimes, my attempt to keep sincerely looking up at Him lasts for a few seconds.
One can be saved in a moment. But if one's commitment to Christ lasts only FOR a moment, then one has strong reason to question their salvation. That's why I keep going back to Him, and trying to "do it again."
I spend all day trying to give my life to Christ. But each time I think I've really become His, this impression is very short-lived. Usually, at the outside, salvation lasts two days for me. It usually lasts only a moment or moments. Because the impression that I am saved is usually momentary, I have good reason to question my sincerity. Yet, someone has posted that I am not trusting Christ for my salvation, but myself, by making MY sincerity the key to my salvation. Well, doesn't one have to be sincere in giving their life to Christ? But if their sincerity is only momentary, repeatedly, then one has to step back and ask, what's really going on here?
I am wondering if there is still something about salvation that I don't "get." I know the gospel. But if I can't make myself concentrate on submitting to Christ but for a moment at a time...I have to wonder if I am being an impostor.
One can be saved in a moment. But if one's commitment to Christ lasts only FOR a moment, then one has strong reason to question their salvation. That's why I keep going back to Him, and trying to "do it again."
I spend all day trying to give my life to Christ. But each time I think I've really become His, this impression is very short-lived. Usually, at the outside, salvation lasts two days for me. It usually lasts only a moment or moments. Because the impression that I am saved is usually momentary, I have good reason to question my sincerity. Yet, someone has posted that I am not trusting Christ for my salvation, but myself, by making MY sincerity the key to my salvation. Well, doesn't one have to be sincere in giving their life to Christ? But if their sincerity is only momentary, repeatedly, then one has to step back and ask, what's really going on here?
I am wondering if there is still something about salvation that I don't "get." I know the gospel. But if I can't make myself concentrate on submitting to Christ but for a moment at a time...I have to wonder if I am being an impostor.