Yeah. It doesn't make sense. And in our eyes it doesn't seem fair. That's why we need faith. We need to trust that God knows what he's doing. That buddhist monk was just as needy of salvation as the serial killer. I'm not saying this because I'm racist or hateful, but because I am just as sinful as that serial killer was. No I haven't killed anyone, but I've lied, stolen, cheated, hated, and hurt. I can't and could never follow the Ten Commandments. That's why I need to be saved from sin. I understand that this might not make sense to you, it doesn't make sense to me 100%,that's why I need faith. No matter how many times I feed the hungry, clothe the naked, house the homeless, those things won't get me to Heaven. Works could never do that. Only Jesus Christ saves me. Now, you might think, how can I love and trust in a god that is so hateful and unforgiving. He showed how much he loves not only me, but everyone when he died on that cross. I hope you find Salvation and may the Holy Spirit work in your life.
God Bless,
Mike