To my Grandpa, I hope you are resting in peace and that your memory is returned and you are able to catch up with those you love who went before you. I hope that someday, when I meet you again, we can have the conversations I so wanted to have in life. You gave me my dad and therefore gave me life. Thanks for that. God hold you in his hands.
Zeena, yesterday I made the hardest decision I ever made. I chose to put you to sleep. You were a bright spot in my life every day since the day you were born. I remember that day and sadly it was too recent. I know that pet rats don't have a long life expectancy and I wonder why not. Why should they live less long than other pets? I can't wait to see you in heaven and hold you and your other siblings and daddy, cookie, when I come into heaven. Then we will never say goodbye again. You were suffering and nothing could be done. I didn't want to let you suffer the last hours or maybe days of your life, gasping for air. You deserved much more than that. I wanted to let Jesus take you when it was time, but I couldn't stand by and watch you suffer. I hope you forgive me and know I did it out of love for you. There are no words, my baby, to explain what you brought to me and how much I treasure every moment we had. God bless my sweetheart. Give kisses to all those gone before you from me..your loving mom. Christine
Zeena, yesterday I made the hardest decision I ever made. I chose to put you to sleep. You were a bright spot in my life every day since the day you were born. I remember that day and sadly it was too recent. I know that pet rats don't have a long life expectancy and I wonder why not. Why should they live less long than other pets? I can't wait to see you in heaven and hold you and your other siblings and daddy, cookie, when I come into heaven. Then we will never say goodbye again. You were suffering and nothing could be done. I didn't want to let you suffer the last hours or maybe days of your life, gasping for air. You deserved much more than that. I wanted to let Jesus take you when it was time, but I couldn't stand by and watch you suffer. I hope you forgive me and know I did it out of love for you. There are no words, my baby, to explain what you brought to me and how much I treasure every moment we had. God bless my sweetheart. Give kisses to all those gone before you from me..your loving mom. Christine
