Sigh..... my ocd was going away but now i have it again now that im not taking both my medicine. I also have been lusting in my head about boys and doing something to myself im ashamed to type. Please pray for me and please dont write mean comments. im scared because I keep falling into the same thing and i say im sorry to God but I keep doing it again. I feel so disgusted with my sins but its hard for me to repent. I also keep having evil thoughts against my Lord but its not me. I keep saying i rebuke these thoughts and the devil but they dont seem to get out of my head. Im spiritualy tired and i miss my Lord. Im scared of losing my salvation because i keep lusting:oThis is the only place i can write about this.
Please help