I have 8 days of clinical left and getting my papers signed and I will have my nursing license back after 13 years of profound illness.
I have been working in a local off ice of a hospice and have come across a situation I went to my manager about. She chose to speak to the other nurse involved and now this other nurse is acting as if I do not exist! It has been a very difficult two weeks! And my stress level is very high, and we all know that stress is not a good thing with this illness of bp. The main nurse I have been riding with is going on vacation in a week.
I went to the manager yesterday and said I felt it would be best to take that time off (as the only other nurse I can ride with is in this local office, is the one who is not speaking to me) The manager has offered for me to drive 60 miles to another office for those days.
I have chosen to do this as I will be able to finish during that time, and with more experienced nurses. This is a great strain on me physically, but it will allow me to finish in a timely manner and not have to be around this very dysfunctional office environment.
Meanwhile, I have seen her stir up the entire office about other employees, so I am sure she will be talking about me and spreading gossip.
I am and have turned this entire situation over to the Lord, for my greatest concern is to bring Glory to God"s name out of how this situation is handled.
I have also decided that although I had hoped to work for this agency when I was done, that it is not in the best interest of my health to do so. Nor do I believe it is best for the agency to do so.
In the meantime, I have two more days I must face this "ice age" atmosphere in the office as she is trying to make any and everything I do into a major offense and smear my reputation.
The only reputation I know I should care about is the one I have with God, but this whole situation has made my anxiety shoot through the roof as I do not feel like I can relax for one minute.
So I am praying constantly ( not a bad thing!!!) and walking among land mines for the next week and then I will be driving long distances and lacking sleep for 4 or 5 days, but then I should be done. Hopefully by the time it is all said and done the manager will still sign my paperwork and then I will be seeing where God leads me from there.
If anyone would join me in praying for this unsaved individual, that God would reach her for salvation some how through this situation, and for my anxiety during this time and physical rest and strength, I would appreciate it.
thank you!
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I have been working in a local off ice of a hospice and have come across a situation I went to my manager about. She chose to speak to the other nurse involved and now this other nurse is acting as if I do not exist! It has been a very difficult two weeks! And my stress level is very high, and we all know that stress is not a good thing with this illness of bp. The main nurse I have been riding with is going on vacation in a week.
I went to the manager yesterday and said I felt it would be best to take that time off (as the only other nurse I can ride with is in this local office, is the one who is not speaking to me) The manager has offered for me to drive 60 miles to another office for those days.
I have chosen to do this as I will be able to finish during that time, and with more experienced nurses. This is a great strain on me physically, but it will allow me to finish in a timely manner and not have to be around this very dysfunctional office environment.
Meanwhile, I have seen her stir up the entire office about other employees, so I am sure she will be talking about me and spreading gossip.
I am and have turned this entire situation over to the Lord, for my greatest concern is to bring Glory to God"s name out of how this situation is handled.
I have also decided that although I had hoped to work for this agency when I was done, that it is not in the best interest of my health to do so. Nor do I believe it is best for the agency to do so.
In the meantime, I have two more days I must face this "ice age" atmosphere in the office as she is trying to make any and everything I do into a major offense and smear my reputation.
The only reputation I know I should care about is the one I have with God, but this whole situation has made my anxiety shoot through the roof as I do not feel like I can relax for one minute.
So I am praying constantly ( not a bad thing!!!) and walking among land mines for the next week and then I will be driving long distances and lacking sleep for 4 or 5 days, but then I should be done. Hopefully by the time it is all said and done the manager will still sign my paperwork and then I will be seeing where God leads me from there.
If anyone would join me in praying for this unsaved individual, that God would reach her for salvation some how through this situation, and for my anxiety during this time and physical rest and strength, I would appreciate it.
thank you!
.


