- Jan 13, 2011
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i want friends i know/met in my past to love me the same as their other friends not put me last and put me in their "least favorite friend" list (no they don't have to put me first(i rather put God first)but DON'T PUT ME LAST EITHER!
I MAY LOOK THAT DIFFERENT(GOD MADE ME THAT WAY AND I'M HAPPY WITH IT)AND BESIDES FOCUS ON THE INSIDE OF ME(MY FEELINGS....ETC)NOT THE OUTSIDE OF ME!
I BEEN THOUGH A LOT OF THIS CRAP SINCE THE 90S AND I'M SICK OF IT...
i Pray that God will give me friends who say they love me(in God's way)on friendship,friends who put me THE SAME as their other friends at all times(not at first then put me last...etc)friends who don't drink,do drugs,does not put me last,does not steal,abusive...etc towards me,friends who responds to my phone,facebook messages(doesn't have to be right away),friends who likes me to be here in this world and me being happy...etc and friends who shows me the SAME AMOUNT OF RESPECT AS THEY DO TO THEIR OTHER FRIENDS..
and my past friends(who dislike me in past & they were undependable to me in past...etc) to change their heart/ways so they will START to like me MORE AND MORE when they ever come near me again in future(otherise they need to stay away from me because i WILL NOT LET THEM RUIN ME/RUIN MY LIFE....ETC)..it's like i been in abusive drunk household but it's my "mean to me,undependable to me...etc" type ex friends of mine(i knew in high school and stuff)kind of way(means it's not my parents..etc).. i do got some good friends but i feel like they are leaning towards "pushing me away" path.. idiots!
so i finally just give up on friendship stuff and just stay being alone for life in future>>>IN AMERICA I RESERVE THE RIGHT TO PROTECT MY FEELINGS FROM BEING HURT BY MORONS WHO STARTS PUSHING ME AWAY,DISLIKE ME....ETC!
MY HOUSE IS MY COMFORT ZONE 24/7
I MAY LOOK THAT DIFFERENT(GOD MADE ME THAT WAY AND I'M HAPPY WITH IT)AND BESIDES FOCUS ON THE INSIDE OF ME(MY FEELINGS....ETC)NOT THE OUTSIDE OF ME!
I BEEN THOUGH A LOT OF THIS CRAP SINCE THE 90S AND I'M SICK OF IT...
i Pray that God will give me friends who say they love me(in God's way)on friendship,friends who put me THE SAME as their other friends at all times(not at first then put me last...etc)friends who don't drink,do drugs,does not put me last,does not steal,abusive...etc towards me,friends who responds to my phone,facebook messages(doesn't have to be right away),friends who likes me to be here in this world and me being happy...etc and friends who shows me the SAME AMOUNT OF RESPECT AS THEY DO TO THEIR OTHER FRIENDS..
and my past friends(who dislike me in past & they were undependable to me in past...etc) to change their heart/ways so they will START to like me MORE AND MORE when they ever come near me again in future(otherise they need to stay away from me because i WILL NOT LET THEM RUIN ME/RUIN MY LIFE....ETC)..it's like i been in abusive drunk household but it's my "mean to me,undependable to me...etc" type ex friends of mine(i knew in high school and stuff)kind of way(means it's not my parents..etc).. i do got some good friends but i feel like they are leaning towards "pushing me away" path.. idiots!
so i finally just give up on friendship stuff and just stay being alone for life in future>>>IN AMERICA I RESERVE THE RIGHT TO PROTECT MY FEELINGS FROM BEING HURT BY MORONS WHO STARTS PUSHING ME AWAY,DISLIKE ME....ETC!
MY HOUSE IS MY COMFORT ZONE 24/7
Father in heaven, I pray you'll send divine connections into this man's life and that he'll be loved as much, if not more than he wills. Please bless him abundantly and give him much happiness and satisfaction, and that he may give thanks to you, his loving Father. In Jesus name, amen.


