I'm seeing some more similarities between myself and my mother... and it's frightening. I've worked EXTREMELY hard to overcome a lot of issues that I've had.... to work through many tendencies I'd had to do some of the same things/handle things in the same way that my mother always has. She's was very abusive to me growing up... and my greatest desire is to NOT turn out like her... to have the ability to be a good wife and mother one day... to live in a healthy and loving environment... to promote this through my own daily actions and habits.
Please pray that God continues to reveal to me issues that I need to work on that I've recognized existing in both me and my mother. Please pray that I'm able to conquer this battle and am able to live a healthy, normal, loving life... full of friendship and family... and love. This is SO important to me... pray for ME to be stable. I want to be good for others, not bad... and I want to be good for myself also.
Pray that I'm able to support myself very well also... I'm about to move out of my parents house. Pray that any stronghold satan tries to have on me... that God will be there to defeat him. I've moved forward in some positive ways and pray to goodness that I don't relapse.. but continue to move forward.
Please pray that God continues to reveal to me issues that I need to work on that I've recognized existing in both me and my mother. Please pray that I'm able to conquer this battle and am able to live a healthy, normal, loving life... full of friendship and family... and love. This is SO important to me... pray for ME to be stable. I want to be good for others, not bad... and I want to be good for myself also.
Pray that I'm able to support myself very well also... I'm about to move out of my parents house. Pray that any stronghold satan tries to have on me... that God will be there to defeat him. I've moved forward in some positive ways and pray to goodness that I don't relapse.. but continue to move forward.
