Mary continued working with me over the next 2 years almost daily. I don't see how or why she would even want to help me when I was just so irrational, crazy, and still doing ungodly things. There were times she would make me so mad I would delete her number out of my phone and she was probably glad I did. In my heart I knew God was my only hope and she was the one person I knew that could get through to him on my behalf. I started coming off the pills one by one over a long period of time. Today I'm free of all meds. For months and months after I had gotten off I was in unbelieveable physical pain. My shoulders, arms, legs...my eye lashes! I went to the Dr. and he said I had fibromyalgia. Today I'm pain free I guess the Dr. didn't really know what was wrong being that its rare for a person to get off all these head meds after so long. But hey I'm talking to you it don't matter how long you, your child, your brother, sister, mom, dad or whoever has these things going on there is hope but only through God. Don't think I don't know just don't know what you've been through in life. I was abused and had to run to keep from being murdered by my father. I'm 34 years old and my father just died 4 years ago. 30 years of my life I lived in constant fear. I still have many areas I still working through anger and unforgiveness. I still fall in these areas but if God could put me out of the mess I was in I know he is going to help me with this other stuff. Be blessed and I am willing to pray for you or anyone if you need me just let me know.