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IloveJesusMyFather3:16

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If things are this bad, why are you still there?
I am only 22 and I have (just in the past 2 years) have gotten Fibro-mialgia and so many other sicknesses that it is impossible for me to work - this is why. I probably could, but he tells me I don't have to and this is a huge weight off my shoulders but can also be very depressing at times. I want to be independant but sometimes am way too sick to keep a job.

I just want to thank you all for praying for me!! I have gotten such a break from the evil one since you guys prayed for me!! It suddenly stopped one night and has hardly bothered me at all lately. Thank you guys so much!!!! I love you all so much!!!!!!!!

With Love
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Ha ha ha. Thank you all so much. Guess what!?!? I have been praying for me and my family to be delivered from generational curses for a long time now - and today I SAW and FELT a spirit go out of my body and the Lord let me know that it came off of my mom too and that we both were delivered from a generational curse today. I think it was just on the women. My body was shaking and it felt soooooo COLD. I had chillbumbs EVERYWHERE. I wonder why I got so cold. ?? I hope that I won't be harrassed at night time when I try to sleep now. Maybe it's gone now. Thank you wonderful Savior!!! Thank you Jesus!! Thank you so much!
and thank you all so much for praying for me. I don't know if any of this would have happened without your prayers. Thank you all so much!!!

Lael, what does that mean under your picture? in a snide nelson tone?? he he
 
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Speaking from experience, his violent nature will only get worse. If you stay, you are opening yourself up to harm, even death.

Prayer is wonderful, and needed, but God also calls us to use wisdom!

My ex (who also said he was a Christian) did many evil things, including almost killing me. I also experienced evil visions and noises in the house. I had pastors come to the house and pray, we anointed every inch of the place, put anointed prayer cloths under his side of the bed, did Jericho marches around the house, fasted and prayed. It didn't change him, and it didn't protect me from being hurt by him (except from death) and it didn't save the marriage. You cannot change someone's free will.

The only thing that saved me was getting away so I could be safe. Once I left the home, all the demonic visions and noises stopped.

A good book for you would be James Dobson's "Love Must Be Tough". Perhaps you leaving, for your safety, would be the catalyst (or not) for your husband to change.

You need to be safe.
 
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riverpastor said:
So, your whole marriage has been based on deception from the very beginning???

How long did you know him before you got married?

I know it's in the past but...

I think this is why we are to "know those" who labor among us...
That's why early on in one of my posts I put a caveat that nobody commented on. She was being advised then to just dump it all, and my thoughts were "you know if you do that, are you prepared to have something dumped back on you?"

The only preparation for something like that is to be fully in the Spirit, fully yeilded to the Lord. So, as always, seek His face first, all else flows from that.

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IloveJesusMyFather3:16 said:
I have been praying for me and my family to be delivered from generational curses for a long time now
Do you have any idea how or with whom it started in your family (maybe too personal - you don't have to answer)? That would be interesting indeed...


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Italia, maybe you can pray that I will get the SSI Disability that I applied for. It looks like I will but I also know it's very hard to get. ..so pray about this please. Also, if I were to leave him, I would never get back with him. I think the breaking up would be so so so hard. I almost don't think I could handle it. I would have to face him while he knew that I had filed for a divorce for the whole time I packed all my stuff. As sick as I am, it would take quite a while. Then, we would have to decide what's his and what's mine (there would probably be some fights there ). Then, I would have to find some people to help me move it. Then, I would have to face my mom and tell her I'm leaving the state. (I could never live near him. I couldn't handle that.) All of that just sounds too hard to bear. I pray that God will give me this check or heal me. I also pray that he will guide me and lead me and tell me what to do...cause I don't know if it would be better for me to leave him or not. Even if he knew I wanted to leave him, he would still want me to stay. He says he loves me and can't live without me and would kill himself if he didn't have me. I am all he has. He would have nobody to love him. This is a burden on my behalf. I don't know if he could handle this mentally. I am the only person in the whole world that has ever loved him. His family physically, emotionally, mentally, and sexually abused him. I didn't know this until after we were married. (surprising? no.) ha ha.
Leah, how has you Husband done in the last few days? has there been any change?
He told me he was sorry for acting that way. He usually apologizes days or months afterward and I always forgive him and love him some more. I love him with a christian love and not a husband love. I have lost all husband-ly love for him. It kinda makes me sick when he touches me. ugh. ...probably went a little far there but sadly it's true.
So, your whole marriage has been based on deception from the very beginning??? How long did you know him before you got married?
yes. 3 1/2 years (best friends) - He was a total fake when we were dating in all that time. Yes mostly fake for a whole 3 1/2 years. ..hard to believe but true. When I met his family and saw how disgusting they were I should have examined him more closely - but I thought this would make him need and want love more (like me and my disgusting family (on one side)). I only wish I was spirit-filled back then. I wasn't anywhere near as close to the Lord as I am now. I didn't know him much but I loved Him and believed in Him and knew my family was with him. (Dad, Grandma, Grandpas)
Do you have any idea how or with whom it started in your family (maybe too personal - you don't have to answer)? That would be interesting indeed...
I have no idea. I know it started with my grandma or before. That's all I know. Do you think it is because someone in my family (on that side) did something bad?
Hey, you guys, thanks for the laughs. You guys crack me up. Lael, Nelson says HA HA!! he he.
Asaph, what are you talking about here?
That's why early on in one of my posts I put a caveat that nobody commented on. She was being advised then to just dump it all, and my thoughts were "you know if you do that, are you prepared to have something dumped back on you?"
Thank you guys for cheering me up and helping get rid of some stupid demons out of my house. I love you all so much. I'm sure as long as I live with him, they will keep coming back in. Thank you all. I love you all so much!
 
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Sweetie..... it WILL be hard.. But living with a fake, living with a violent man? That is harder. You don't have to file for divorce. You need to be safe! If you don't have money - you can go to your family, or to a domestic violence shelter. They will take care of you til you can yourself.


God will help you "bear it" even when you think you can't. I didn't think I could bear it, either. Many nights I wanted to kill myself from the pain of lost dreams, hopes, and missing him, even tho he was not a good man. I now help women who are being abused to see that staying with an angry man is very dangerous. We help them get away to a safe place. It is hard to make decisions when you are in the heat of the spiritual/physical/emotional battle.


The word says in Malachi that God despises a man who covers his wife with violence.

God also talks a lot about covenant and promises. Your covenant was broken from the very beginning because your husband commited fraud against you by claiming to be a Christian when in reality he was not.


You have a road ahead of you. You are still young. God WILL take care of you. He wants you safe and not abused, bullied nor trampled upon.
 
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Father God, I come before you now to take a stand with my sister, In the name of Jesus the enemy has no bonds on her, and no authority over her life. I ask that you break any thing that is causing her to fear or live in bondange to the adversary, he was defeated at the cross, we are set free by the blood of Jesus, we are victorious in all things.
Isaiah 41
10 So do not fear, for I am with you;
do not be dismayed, for I am your God.
I will strengthen you and help you;
I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.
Romans 8
14because those who are led by the Spirit of God are sons of God. 15For you did not receive a spirit that makes you a slave again to fear, but you received the Spirit of sonship.[1] And by him we cry, "Abba, Father." 16The Spirit himself testifies with our spirit that we are God's children.

Lord I ask that you put a hedge around my sister that will protect her from all things that are not Godly, let you light shine in her and anything that comes against her, let the light burn thru to them and bounce off them into a vapor that will settle back at the foot of the cross. Any thing that is not of your will father, return to sender 10 fold. Anyone working against her let it be bound and no longer bare fruit, only things that are from you I ask to bring to her, your strength, your comfort, you love, shine in her Lord and show her how to use your amour, against the enemy... Let there be no portal where he can gain a foot hole, you have sealed all things that are not of you with your favour, and protection to your daughter. It says where two or more stand in my name, I am in your midst... I stand with my sister, that greater is he within me, than he who is in the world... We can do all things with you at our sides... In Jesus name, my sister is covered in the blood of Jesus, no weapon formed against her shall prosper, you are mighty to save, hid her in your cloak. Thank you JEsus. amen
 
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Sweetie..... it WILL be hard.. But living with a fake, living with a violent man? That is harder.
Really? ha ha. I guess it's kinda hard for me to believe that right now but subconciously I KNOW it.
If you don't have money - you can go to your family, or to a domestic violence shelter. They will take care of you til you can yourself.
The only family I have is my mom and she is married to a guy worse than mine. It seems like she is comfortable with it though. I'm not. The first chance I get to get out of here, I'll take it. I have to have stability though and the only way I can have stability at this time is to get the Disability. Please pray for this. I can't go to a violence shelter because I have a dog and I have worked my butt off my whole life to get the things that I have now and I don't want to lose my stuff. I know this sounds ridiculous but I'm sick now and it would be imossible for me to buy all my stuff back. ugh.
God will help you "bear it" even when you think you can't. I didn't think I could bear it, either. Many nights I wanted to kill myself from the pain of lost dreams, hopes, and missing him, even tho he was not a good man.
I hope so.
The word says in Malachi that God despises a man who covers his wife with violence.
Whoa! I didn't know that. I hope he doesn't go to hell. I hope that he gets saved but I don't think this will help him on this earth. I don't think he is able to change. If I had a chance to get out of here and he were to tell me he was saved, I would still leave. I don't think it would do him much good, and I don't know if I could believe him either. (rolls eyes). He is such a liar. I overhear him talking to his mom on the phone sometimes and he's so nice to her and it makes me sick. He lies to her the whole time he is on the phone with her. Gross!
God also talks a lot about covenant and promises. Your covenant was broken from the very beginning because your husband commited fraud against you by claiming to be a Christian when in reality he was not.
I never thought of it like that. Thank you for telling me this.
You have a road ahead of you. You are still young. God WILL take care of you. He wants you safe and not abused, bullied nor trampled upon.
I know this and this is one of the reasons why I feel like it might be wrong for me to leave him because God has kept me in this relationship and not provided a way for me to leave. This is why I say I pray that IF I get the chance to leave, God will tell me to do it. I pray to God and tell Him that I know He can change my life completely and I give my life and everything in it to Him and pray that He will have abundant mercy on me and free me from this bondage and give me someone that will treat me and love me the way I need and want. I want this more than anything in the world. I just don't feel like there are any good men out there. I have never met a good man and so I feel like IF there are some out there, surely they are taken. ha ha. Oh well. Aww!! WhiteFeather, thank you for your beautiful prayers!! I am going to pray these prayers daily. Please remember me in your prayers. I will remember all of you in my prayers. Please pray that God will have mercy on me and give me Disability and someone to love me back. Please. I love you all so much!! God Bless you all!
With Love
Angel Leah
 
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Sister I wasnt able to read all your posts in what has happen, I am a very fortunate woman today to be alive, lived for 16 years of my life with violent man, also involved in teh occult but had no idea, at the time, I barely got out with my life, ended up with breast cancer and no clothes on my back or a place to go for 65 days, I was on the run, and ended up at a church, and now I am free from that life, and I thank God daily even tho it was frightening, and I also have a disability against me, the Lord is healing me daily, he has promised and I stand on that, I am a walking miracle, and the Lord gave me a new name "Hope", my name not only stands for hope for myself but Hope for anyone and everyone, The Lord is mighty to save, he will restore waht teh Locusts have devoured, nothing is worth your Soul, he is our saviour, redeemer, friend, and He can do all things... He willl restore your health, mend your heart, bring light back into the dark areas.... He will give you teh desires of your heart.... Trust in him, adn pray it into your life, he is your safe harbour..... Thank You JEsus....
all suffering and rebirth, is to bring forth new life, new fruit....all for Gods Glory. Dont focus on the pain, focus on the restoration, praise him sister, sing joy into your heart, and soul.....The enemy hates it, and remember, they flee when you sing praise to Jesus and plea the blood.....
"Blow the trumpets of war, Blow the trumpets of war, Let teh saints all be assured, this battle is the Lords...
Long ago God won the victory, through the cross, right there on calvary. SAtans powers tremble and flee, for the blood has set us free, yes the blood has set us free, Halleluhah we are free!
Blow the trumpets of war, Blow the trumpets of WAr! Let the saints all be assured, This battle is, this battle is the Lords....
Now today God gives us victory, His glory here causes all hell to flee
Come and priase his name with me
For the blood has set us free, Yes the blood has set us free..
Hallelujah we are free!
Blow the trumpets of WAr, blow the trumpets of WAr!
Let the saints all be assured, this battle is, this battle is the LORds!

Whoooohooooo, Praise you Jesus, thank You Lord..

I love to sing this and visualize stomping the enemy into smithereeens, and he stays away for long time when you sing battle songs or praise....
 
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Matthew 6

13And lead us not into temptation,
but deliver us from the evil one.

Galatians 1
4who gave himself for our sins to rescue us from the present evil age, according to the will of our God and Father,
Romans 11
26And so all Israel will be saved, as it is written:
"The deliverer will come from Zion;
he will turn godlessness away from Jacob.
Proverbs 24
11 Rescue those being led away to death;
hold back those staggering toward slaughter.
Psalm 102
19 "The LORD looked down from his sanctuary on high,
from heaven he viewed the earth,
20 to hear the groans of the prisoners
and release those condemned to death."

John 8
36So if the Son sets you free, you will be free indeed.

Luke 1

74to rescue us from the hand of our enemies,
and to enable us to serve him without fear
75in holiness and righteousness before him all our days.
Proverbs 16
17 The highway of the upright avoids evil;
he who guards his way guards his life.
Psalm 72
12 For he will deliver the needy who cry out,
the afflicted who have no one to help.
Psalm 34
17 The righteous cry out, and the LORD hears them;
he delivers them from all their troubles.
John 8
32Then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free."
2 Corinthians 3
17Now the Lord is the Spirit, and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom.
Psalm 34
7 The angel of the LORD encamps around those who fear him,
and he delivers them.
Psalm 107
2 Let the redeemed of the LORD say this-
those he redeemed from the hand of the foe,
Psalm 31
14 But I trust in you, O LORD ;
I say, "You are my God."
15 My times are in your hands;
deliver me from my enemies
and from those who pursue me.
2 Corinthians 1
10He has delivered us from such a deadly peril, and he will deliver us. On him we have set our hope that he will continue to deliver us,

Isaiah 62
1 For Zion's sake I will not keep silent,
for Jerusalem's sake I will not remain quiet,
till her righteousness shines out like the dawn,
her salvation like a blazing torch.
2 Timothy 4
18The Lord will rescue me from every evil attack and will bring me safely to his heavenly kingdom. To him be glory for ever and ever.
Ephesians 6
12For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms.
Ephesians 1
22And God placed all things under his feet and appointed him to be head over everything for the church,
Matthew 10

26"So do not be afraid of them. There is nothing concealed that will not be disclosed, or hidden that will not be made known.
Luke 4

18"The Spirit of the Lord is on me,
because he has anointed me
to preach good news to the poor.
He has sent me to proclaim freedom for the prisoners
and recovery of sight for the blind,
to release the oppressed,
Psalm 31
15 My times are in your hands;
deliver me from my enemies
and from those who pursue me
Psalm 18
16 He reached down from on high and took hold of me;
he drew me out of deep waters.
17 He rescued me from my powerful enemy,
from my foes, who were too strong for me.
Galatians 5
1It is for freedom that Christ has set us free. Stand firm, then, and do not let yourselves be burdened again by a yoke of slavery.
Proverbs 28
26 He who trusts in himself is a fool,
but he who walks in wisdom is kept safe.
2 Corinthians 10
3For though we live in the world, we do not wage war as the world does. 4The weapons we fight with are not the weapons of the world. On the contrary, they have divine power to demolish strongholds.
Isaiah 42
16 I will lead the blind by ways they have not known,
along unfamiliar paths I will guide them;
I will turn the darkness into light before them
and make the rough places smooth.
These are the things I will do;
I will not forsake them.
Philippians 1
6being confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus.
Psalm 50
15 and call upon me in the day of trouble;
I will deliver you, and you will honor me."
Matthew 16
19I will give you the keys of the kingdom of heaven; whatever you bind on earth will be bound in heaven, and whatever you loose on earth will be loosed in heaven."
Psalm 91
14 "Because he loves me," says the LORD , "I will rescue him;
I will protect him, for he acknowledges my name.

 
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