Last night I talked to my ex, and it was so hard to talk to him. After the conversation, I grabbed my bible, and headed to the bathtub. I reread all the scriptures I could find on divorce/remarriage...hoping for some loophole that would let me out this relationship fully. I found..none...waah!! I felt so hypecritical. So, I prayed, went to bed...and when I woke up I found God gently guiding me back to praying for my ex. He showed me new things to pray for him..and for me...because boy do I know I need it. I felt angry..not at my ex, but at what the devil was putting into his head...and I prayed. I feel better now...but at this time...I sooo don't want to be with my ex. God is showing me how stubborn I am. How easy it is for me to just throw in the towel, and be done with him. Anyhow..I just thought I would share with you all my struggles. I am back to believing for my marriage...but at this moment I am so glad God is giving us the time to change first!!!
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Watching you go through this is actually quite a blessing. You're candor and frankness about your feelings, your beliefs and your hopes is a wonderful thing to see and a true gift for all who are reading... Continue to pray over this situation, and I know that God will perform a great work in you and your family.
Blessings..
bkg
Watching you go through this is actually quite a blessing. You're candor and frankness about your feelings, your beliefs and your hopes is a wonderful thing to see and a true gift for all who are reading... Continue to pray over this situation, and I know that God will perform a great work in you and your family.
Blessings..
bkg
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Thanks, bkg...I guess I just want to share because I don't want people thinking that I never have doubts or that my will doesn't scream at me to quit. My faith is tested too. This is not going to be an easy road, but with God by my side I know I'll be blessed no matter what happens!!bkg said:
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