- Oct 7, 2004
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I'm just going to let it out quickly. I developed an eating disorder exactly one year ago today. I've lost God in the process as well. My life has been a mess... I cannot believe what I have become. And I want to recover and live for God but I am having trouble with this disorder. I try and try to stop but I can't. I pray for God to heal me of this disease, but I think I need the prayers of others as well to beat this. I'm swimming in self loathing and all I want is to love myself as I am, and stop trying to achieve this lie that Satan keeps feeding to me.
Please, pray for me. I need this. This is my life.. and it's the only one I've got.
Please, pray for me. I need this. This is my life.. and it's the only one I've got.

