well today we got the news that they have reason to believe that Sammy has some swelling in his brain. He goes for his MRI on thursday the 19th. They first told me the 30th then I called and cried so they pushed it to the 19th.. youd think that a swelling in an toddler would be more pressing but I guess theres more involved in it than i think.. im so torn up about this.. been crying all day! it started when he turned 12 months.. he was doing alot of head banging which we thought was normal.. but he then moved the front of his head where he would hit really hard on walls, floors anything that was solid.. and he pulls on his head and bangs it with his hands.. well last night he had a bad episode that also included massive vomiting. like projectile alll the way and no sign of stopping. then it occured to me that this is the 3rd time its happend on the same exact time and day for the past 6 weeks. so there is a pattern to it. we were up all night in the ER. and im exhausted and tired and upset.. you name it. Im relying soley on my Faith right now..I know GOD has it in controll. so Im letting him take care of it.. but I still all the prayers I can get!!!!!

