I dont know what is wrong with me today, I feel so distraught. I am scared my husband is withdrawing, I was a single parent for ten years finally he came around and straightened out his life and we got married a year ago. Now he is getting bored he needs a hobby he says. bah I have been doing all the parenting while he screwed around I pray to let go of the bitterness, but the fact that he is getting " bored just makes me so mad. Hes comes home hes too tired to play with the kids, but now he needs a hobby how about making the kids a hobby, please pray for me I dont know how to deal with this, I cant choose to walk away because its not exciting enough but he can it sucks its not fair. I wish I was a stronger person a better mom so it wouldnt hurt me if he didnt want to be here, then I could just say go then but I dont want to be a single parent again.
