Tonight I went out and bought a tin of chewing tobacco and I haven't done it since i got saved...about 2 and a half years ago. I keep falling into sins that have been out of my life since I became born again. Everyone looks up to me because I used to be so solid in my walk and now I'm so discouraged and its been really hard for me to pray and stay in the Word. It's been rough. I love the Lord and I decided I want to be a missionary a while back and I still do. I want to give everything I have to Him and live a life pleasing to him. I keep consciously giving into the flesh and it is unnacceptable. Please pray for me. I don't know what to do. Thank you in advance.