Thanks for prayers everyone, I am always so touched by everyone's love.

It is a Godly love & concern for others, and is so precious in the sight of God. His Great Love shines into us and shines thru us toward others. I am very comforted to know that prayers are spoken for me, and for others. I am in need of spiritual and physical healing. Thanks Buggyman, for the prayer warrior list, great idea to have that in you sig!
Here's an update on my situation: My appointment for surgery was Thursday. After getting prepped for the surgery, hooked up to the IV and given a sedative, the nurse says someone will come get me in a few minutes. The sedative has me sleeping when the nurse comes back in, wakes me up and says it will be FOUR more hours before the doctor will get to me. And my surgeon is unavailable, and he has assigned another surgeon to me. This means I will have to go thru the whole prep thing again, and I won't be able to have anything to eat or drink for four more hours. In my "narcotic stupor", I decide I want to go home. I signed the discharge papers and left. Got a fish sandwich at Burger King, came home and went to bed.
What a strange day. I was supposed to call the doctors office and reschedule for Friday, but I was asleep and didn't wake up until after they had left the office. I was exhausted. So now I guess my surgery will be Monday. On the bright side, the antibiotics have my white blood count almost at normal, and I am feeling much stronger. I was able to do some work this evening.
I am very much wondering about God's will in all of this. Satan is the "author of confusion", and this has certainly been a confusing week. I am praying that all things will be in God's hands, and that God will be in control of my situation. Many thanks for all prayers, and I am feeling much better!
I still have to get thru the surgery, so please remember me in your prayers.
I miss you all so much, and love you all bunches!
Auntie.