As some of you know, I just got myself an apartment. I haven't had my own place since my dad passed away 4 years ago. I mainly stayed by mom and granny's side to take care of them. I had stopped working(well, I had a bad employer who didn't pay me for 5 weeks and loved psychological and verbal abuse). Anyway, I've been taking care of mom and granny to a point that I'm physically, emotionally, and mentally exhausted. I rarely get help at the house despite having my sister in law, and older bro living with me. Mom has back problem and often she can do things but just doesn't. I asked for help, discussed it and everyone keeps having great excuses as to why they can't do anything.
So I decided to get my own apartment. I have another older sibling who is living in his own apartment. He encouraged me to do so. He seemed to be helpful. He told me that he would pay the first month of rent in exchange I would help him out renew his Driver's license( since he was born in another province..the one I'm moving to.) Well, he paid the rent. This friday,He told me to help him out by giving mom 600$,because he's limited to taking out a certain amount of money per week.Well I got a payday loan and gave mom the money expecting to be paid back on sunday or monday. Today , he tells me thanks, but I cant refund you cause I don't have any money.So now, I have no money to get a bus pass, i.e no way to get to work. I'm now in a position where I might be able to cover August's rent..but if i move out I will have to do without food.
In other words i got screwed. See this is why I trust no one. Because I always get screwed. Why is it some folks go in life with people they can trust and receive help from other and other people don't!
I'm gonna need a miracle to make it through pass july 1st. Please pray for me.
So I decided to get my own apartment. I have another older sibling who is living in his own apartment. He encouraged me to do so. He seemed to be helpful. He told me that he would pay the first month of rent in exchange I would help him out renew his Driver's license( since he was born in another province..the one I'm moving to.) Well, he paid the rent. This friday,He told me to help him out by giving mom 600$,because he's limited to taking out a certain amount of money per week.Well I got a payday loan and gave mom the money expecting to be paid back on sunday or monday. Today , he tells me thanks, but I cant refund you cause I don't have any money.So now, I have no money to get a bus pass, i.e no way to get to work. I'm now in a position where I might be able to cover August's rent..but if i move out I will have to do without food.
In other words i got screwed. See this is why I trust no one. Because I always get screwed. Why is it some folks go in life with people they can trust and receive help from other and other people don't!
I'm gonna need a miracle to make it through pass july 1st. Please pray for me.
