I am plagued with terrible nightmares that he is just downright mean to me, ... I am now plagued with fears that I am not good enough for him and it's only a matter of time before something takes a turn for the worst or he just leaves... Please help me, I am a Christian and the only thing that has gotten me through my past was my Lord. I pray constantly but for some reason I can not seem to shake these thoughts and dreams.... I just want to be the strong Christian woman that I know God has intended I be.
Thank you for your time and God Bless
1. Stop worshipping him. He is a sinner who deserves to go to hell just like the rest of us. It is only by the grace of God that we don't go there. So have a proper view of him.
2. "perfect love casts out fear" Work on developing your love for God.
2a. "Be strong and of good courage, for to this people you shall divide as an inheritance the land which I swore to their fathers to give them. Only be strong and very courageous, that you may observe to do according to all the law which Moses My servant commanded you; do not turn from it to the right hand or to the left, that you may prosper wherever you go. This Book of the Law shall not depart from your mouth, but you shall meditate in it day and night, that you may observe to do according to all that is written in it. For then you will make your way prosperous, and then you will have good success. Have I not commanded you? Be strong and of good courage; do not be afraid, nor be dismayed, for the LORD your God
is with you wherever you go."
Meditate in God's word day and night. It is food for your soul. You wouldn't think of going a week without physical food, but every day most christians do not take time to eat their spiritual food, and then they wonder why they don't feel right.
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desire the pure milk of the word, that you may grow thereby"
"So then faith
comes by hearing, and hearing by the word of God."
If you love God, you will obey Him. He commands us to feed on His word every day. So, if you love Him, you will feast on His word every day. I do not mean in some legalistic way which will entitle you to something extra, or some special favor. We have already been blessed with all spiritual blessings, Eph 1. I mean as an act of appreciation for what you have already been given, how you have already been blessed.
Lord, I pray for this sister, that she would feast on Your word, each and every day. In Christ's name I pray. Amen.