phycosis

[goldenviolet]

i'm entering a rough road. my speech is messed up and i keep stuttering more. i got upset today and i'm trying to cope with it. so far pretty good. but i know i can come here and chat with others who know how hard the days are when we fight hurt feelings. my schitz is acting up too. i keep seeing things that don't exsist.

i was focusing on the fact that i'm on staff. all you that pm or rep me saying how cool it is or how nice i am. thinking / focusing on this is a lift on my burdens. to think i get to minister to others; and you minister to me, is the love of Christ. a small piece of our day is a big part of life. i'll keep focusing on what is praiseworthy!

thank you for being here for me.


Philippians 4:4-9
4 Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! 5 Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord is near. 6 Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. 7 And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. 8 Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things. 9 Whatever you have learned or received or heard from me, or seen in me—put it into practice. And the God of peace will be with you.

 

[spdnet75]

Dee, I have to say that I admire you.

Despite dealing with a cocktail of emotions and symptoms, you make certain that you find the strength and time for your family and for your friends here.

I know what it's like to wake up feeling as though you need every ounce of your being to simply get out of bed and carry on with your day.

No matter the difficulty, you DO carry on and all of us here DO get the opportunity to interact with you. That kind of strength and resolve is definitely to be admired!

As you always say to the rest of us in the CF, please feel free to PM me if you need to talk.

Take care and God bless.
Stephen

 

[goldenviolet]

thank you. i was just going to delete this. i saw my therepist today and my thinking has been scattered. i thought maybe it was a mistake to post this. not quite sure why. but you came spdnet75 just encouraged me.
you really are special. this isn't the first time you have encouraged me so. you are fruitful. God is so good! where would we bve in this world without eachother?
God is so good to us. thank you for being so good to me. you really would make a great moderator. ministering to people is awesome.

 

[Protinus]

Please post Dee and never "delete", because you are so very blessed and we need a source of inspiration. Your notes are encouragement to us, your expression quality- our strength. We need you as much as our Lord needs His flock, because you lead us bey sheer grace.

 

[goldenviolet]

You must spread some Reputation around before giving it to Protinus again.

you leave me speechless. i read what is here and i think to myself, how selfish i can be. you guys are neat people. i truelly am blessed to know you here and even more someday in heaven.

 

[PrairieGurl]

Dearest Goldenviolet,

Just a note to say... I agree with spdnet and Protinus about how special you are

When I read your honest posts and your willingness to look to Jesus regardless of what you're going thru... it makes me realize how that is what I should be doing.

Thank you for your encouraging words and honesty.

Love and
wendy

 

[goldenviolet]

You must spread some Reputation around before giving it to WantToBe again.

you all are amazing. God bless you WantToBe... you are special. bless your heart. i can't praise your messeges enough. truelly you are the hands of my Savior. God is to be praised. what an awesome Father who sends His servents to love eachother!

 

[GaelSong]

I love you Dee, my christian sister thanks for being an inspiration...

 

[Alive again]

Amen!!!!!!

 

[DLX]

Sorry to hear things are rough right now, Dee. I pray that things would quickly resolve for you. May peace and gentleness cover you as you walk through this season. May His hand be on you, protecting you and keeping you safe.

Lexi

 

[youthwalk]

I'm sorry that you're not doing too well but I admire you courage, strength and grace at a time like this. May the Lord reward your faithfulness.

I rejoice with you and I am praying for you.

 

[Alive again]

I am praying for you today!!!

 

[PrairieGurl]

Dearest Goldenviolet,

This verse just came to me today. I thought it so appropriate for this sister and brotherhood.... "if two (or more) of you agree on earth about ANYTHING that they may ask, it shall be done for them by My Father who is in Heaven. NEAT, EH???

Love from a fellow ger!

 

[mysojourn]

I so agree with everybody, goldenviolet. I have not been here very long but your posts really bless me and encourage me. you have such a sweet spirit.

 

[gracegetsusthere]

Dee,

The poem posted with your grandson's picture is one of the most beautiful poems I have ever read.

I am going to make a poster out of it and put it on my fridge.

I really hope you are feeling better. Excercise helps clear my head when I am scattered. Last week, when I got sick I was stuttering and my speech was slow when I was coming out of it. Everything will normalize. You hang in there honey.

Love,
Janice